Heartbreak Syndrome (kickthestickz One shot)

Heartbreak Syndrome

Chris and PJ were having problems long before Chris caught PJ flirting with anything guy. Seeing that there was literally no space between the two flirting next to the bar put him on edge. PJ kept pushing the other guys hair out of his face and leaning in whispering something into his ear. Chris finally snapped when he saw PJ kiss the others cheek. PJ wouldn't be acting this way if Chris had payed more attention to him. Chris walked very quickly towards PJ, grabbed his wrist and dragged him out of the club back to the apartment.
"Really PJ?! We went to have fun not for you to try and cheat on me with someone you just met!" Chris shouted voice echoing through the apartment.
"Maybe if you paid any attention to me I wouldn't be looking to another guy for attention!" PJ shouted back at the only person he's ever loved.
They went on like this for a few hours until Chris finally said, "You know what PJ? I'm done! Whatever thing we had is over!"
"Fine! Be that way! Leave!" PJ's voice cracked and tears threatened to fall but he held them back. Chris didn't hesitate when it came to packing some of his things and slamming the door behind him. This is when PJ felt the pang in his chest. He just lost the only person who actually cared and loved him.
He slowly slid down the wall with loud sobs escaping his lips. As time went by he slowly made his way into the room with the bed that used to hold two but now will only hold one. He grabbed one of Chris' hoodies and slid it on before curling up onto the bed clutching Chris' pillow close to his chest.
Chris ran and ran until he couldn't run anymore. With tears in his eyes he made the decision to stay in a hotel since he had no one else in Brighton. Once he got into his hotel room he pulled out the hoodie that he took from PJ and slipped it on before sliding into bed letting his tears soak the pillow.
PJ hadn't gotten out of bed in weeks. Ignoring every text and phone call from friends in london asking if he was okay. The only thing he could do was cry and he knew he should he somewhat over Chris but he just wasn't. Chris was the one person that PJ couldn't live without.
Weeks later Chris decided to go back to the apartment and talk to PJ. When he walked into the apartment he set his bag down and yelled, "PJ? Can we talk this out?" Not response. Chris made his way to the room they once shared to find PJ's lifeless body laying in the bed clutching Chris' pillow. He called for someone to come and take the body from the apartment. For the last time Chris stroked PJ's hair with a shakey hand and tears in his eyes.
The funeral was a few days later. PJ's parents set up the most beautiful and peaceful one with the help of Chris. All of Chris and PJ's friends were there Dan, Phil, Felix, Mark, Jack, and Marzia. Chris was asked to speak at the service by PJ's parents.
"I loved PJ very much. Doctors say he dies of "heartbreak syndrome" which was caused by me. I haven't been able to get these lyrics out of my head: All I wanted was to dream another sunset with you. It was his favorite song. He would always make me listen to it and I would let him cry into my shoulder. He loved Mayday Parade. If I never left him he wouldn't be laying in this casket and no one would be in this room crying. He was and always will be the one that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with." Chris turned to face the coffin holding PJ. "I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. If I wouldn't have been so selfish and broke your heart you would still be here. I need you now more than ever but you're gone and there's nothing that can change that. Maybe if I came home sooner you would still be here with us. Maybe I could've saved you. I love you PJ Liguori and I should've told you and shown you more than I did." Chris pulled out a little black box with an engagement ring in it. "Even though you're gone you still deserve this." He pulled the silver ring out of the box and slid it onto PJ's lifeless finger. "I know it's what you wanted. I've had it for a few months now but I could find the perfect moment to do it and now I lost my chance. I lost my chance at a happy ending with you PJ Liguori. I will always love you. You will never be forgotten. I don't know what I'm going to do without you." Chris finished and looked at PJ's mother who was holding back loud sobs. He went over to her and hugged her and let her cry. He cried with her along with everyone else.
The coffin was lowered into the six-foot hole and covered with dirt. The headstone read: "PJ Liguori December 11th 1990- February 14th 2017 'I will always love you Christopher Kendall'" Once Chris read this he broke down. He knew this was the end of Chris and PJ. The only memories he had were the photos on his phone the videos posted to YouTube and PJ's favorite stuffed animal. It was time for Chris to learn to live without PJ. It was going to be hard but he knew he could manage it. This was just a giant hurdle in his life that he was only going to slowly get over.
Everyday Chris went to visit PJ at the cemetery. He told him about his day and told him the moments him Dan and Phil would share together.
The plot next to PJ was taken by Chris who had died of a broken heart on Valentines Day two years after PJ. The will spend eternity together and in love.