My Brothers Bandmate (Motionless in White fanfiction)

i want you happy

Ange's POV

Finally 6th period. I honestly loved this class even tho it was English i always enjoyed it. Writing was the way i could express who i was.

The only friend i had in that class was a girl named Kirsten. She was going through a lot of boy drama like me. When sarah couldn't be there i would talk to her about everything.

As Mrs. Norris was talking about how the research paper is due next Tuesday, i couldn't help but think of Ricky. I know i know I have a major thing for Vin, but why is Ricky so cool with me trying things out with Vin.

Kirsten: Hey ange, you good

I turned my chair around to face her

Me: yea i'm good just thinking about how my ex is so chill with me wanting to see his friend

Kirsten: well he must really love you and want you to be happy regardless of his friends

Me: you're right but i mean how is he so cool with it. I just can't shake that

Kirsten: well love is love and sometimes it's about sacrifices. Maybe deep down your ex has feelings for you but wants you happy.

Me: i highly doubt that.

Mrs.Norris: girls turn around please and finish your paper.

Us:okay

Mrs. Norris is such a sweet lady but she has her moments. She's one of the teacher that knows about my overdosing and talks to me about it time to time.

She doesn't ask everyday, just the days when she can see my depression coming by my expressions. Vin doesn't know about my depression and suicide attempt and it's going to stay that way. Sarah is the only one and i want her to stay quiet about it.

Speaking of her she hasn't even messaged me today. Guess i gotta massage her first.

Me: hey boo you good? I haven't heard from you today?

Prick: yeah I've been thinking lately how it's going to be between me and Chris when I see I'm on tour, he texted me the other night and he said he really missed me and he called me babe! He's never done that before out of the 4 years I've known him and been friends.

Me: well i think you two should actually figure out everything that is going on between you two. Maybe it's a sign to get together and to finally be happy.

Prick: your right i'm going to!

Me: good for you! Tell me how it goes!

Prick: i will

Well i'm happy for sarah. I know shes liked him for awhile but never had the push to talk to him and everything. I just want my best friend happy again. She doesn't think Ive seen her scars but i have. I know better then to ask. I want my sarah happy.