I'm not sure whats keeping me here.
I'm not sure what's keeping me here.
She said she would leave.
That she was planning on it.
She said she would leave that she wanted to leave.
She's not sure why she hasn't.
And neither am I.
I'm not sure what's keeping me here.
Maybe I'm just waiting it out.
Maybe she'll leave so I don't have to.
Maybe I'm waiting it out.
Maybe she's waiting it out.
Maybe I should just leave but something is holding me back.
I'm not sure what's keeping me here.
Maybe she'll just leave maybe it will be okay.
I'm still not sure but it's holding me back.
I want to leave.
I wasn't planning on it.
She wants to leave.
She was planning on it.
Something is holding me back.
But it will never be her.
But it will never be her.
She will never hold me back.
So I'll keep thinking about it.
Till I find what's holding me back.
Maybe she'll leave so I don't have to.
I am not happy because of her.
I want to leave because of her.
I want to go because of her.
I want it to end because of her.
Maybe I'll leave because of her.
Maybe tomorrow.
Because something is holding me back.
And it scares me.
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