My lover {a shawn mendes fanfic}

Chapter 10

Scarlet's POV

i dont wanna kill people

but i dont have a choice

i didnt mean anything
it wasnt me

it was the woman but i cant remember her name

i never meant to do all that stuff

and neither of my choices are good

i have to kill sandra

i need to

i dont want to

but....she will forgive me...right?

im a mess

"no...i cant do this" i said,there is a house in the mountain and that house belongs to sandra's parents and inside that house there is a lever if i pull the lever down sandra could die but i dont wanna do that and i didnt mean to do it....nevermind

i opened the door and darkness disapears "hello?" i asked but no one answerd so i went in to find the lever and finally its in the basement so i hold it "SCARLET NO" a voice yelled and i turned around to see sandra "what are you doing here?" i asked trying to sound calm "should i ask the same question?" she said as she walks towards me and held my hand "scarlet...dont do it...i know how hard it is...let me help y-" i cut her off "i dont need your help!" i yelled at her as she backs away "scarlet please...i lived 5 years of being haunted by you and i know everything you've been through and i know it hurts but please understand....this is not who you are scarlet...this is not who you used to be" she said as a tear ran down her cheek "sandra just let me do it" i said "i could die...and days will pass through us like waves and ill forget all of this...these memories i had with my friends.." she said "please" she added "i...i dont want to" i said "we can work like a team...ill help you...okay?" she said "fine" i said as she hugged me and i hugged back.