First And Final Letter

My Love

I'm sorry I didn't come sooner, I couldn't bring myself to it. When I lost you then, I lost myself. I'm here now and I have red roses for you, happy birthday sweetheart, I never forgot you. It's been so hard without you, I'm old and starting to be a burden on our children.
You would be so proud of them honey. Our son married a beautiful girl who happens to be a stunning image of you, they have the two most adorable little boys, going to miss those two little guys, my only true friends.
Our beautiful troubled daughter turned out to be a successful business executive, she hid her pain by working. She is ok now, she did end up buying that pink Mercedes she always wanted.
Our youngest, kid had more energy then a pack of monkeys, now she's a General in the armed forces, no stopping her.
Me my Love, I waited, I died the day you died, I just couldn't lay down yet. Now I'm ready. Our home is up for sale and there's talk about placing me in a nursing home.
So I dug out my old harley, wouldn't you know it honey, foolish thing started right up. I know how much you ended up hating this thing, but remember when we were young my Love, God I miss you so much.
Please forgive me for what I have done my Love, but I have waited so long and suffered much pain, I can't endure any longer, I have to be with you now.
It doesn't even hurt anymore honey, just tired now, soon you will be in my arms again.

I Lov...