Always at war {Cry x Reader} (discontinued)

Rage and fear

Your P.O.V: 

You run around the kitchen throwing anything breakable and scream every curse word you can think of, like you have done for the past hour. Marzia and felix are sitting in the lounge room, wiating for you to join them.

Once everything is in peices, you sit on the tabel, cross legged away from the broken shards of glass. The must of noticed the smashing stopped because felix walks in with marzia behind him, hanging of his shoulder.

"Done?" Felix askes. You cross you arms and like a kid mummble,

"Yes...."

"Good because if you can make your way around the glass, come and join us in the loungeroom. I think its time we talked.

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You sit on a dark green arm chair holding a picture of ryan close to your chest, Felix was putting the last of the broken glass in the trash and Marzia was upstairs setting the spair beds, seeing as they refused to let you stay home alone tonight.

Soon they both join you and Marzia starts off the conversation.

"So... what do we do? call the police?"

"No." You mummble, staring off into the distance. Marzia goes to say something but Felix jumps at your defence.

"She's right. We dont want the police involved because they will only get in the way. But we aren't  completely alone. Before Pewdie hit me with a chair he said something about Peppermint lake, a place we used to hang out at as kids. Theres an old cabin there that no one knows about and i think thats where hes taking ryan."

"But why would he tell you?" Marzia asks.

"Because he wants the both of us......" He trails out. Theres something else he isnt saying.

"Felix. Theres something else, isn't there?" I look at him he looks concerned again.

"Yes but your not going to like it."

"What is it." I purssist

"They also want you."

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Now im in the bathroom screaming.

"ILL RIP HIS SKULL FROM HIS TORSO!!! I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL OVER. THATS WHAT THERAPY SAID, OVER!!!! NOW I'M LIVING IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND RYAN...." the thought of ryan being hurt finally makes its way into your head. You fall to the groung and start to cry. "please... *sob* come back to me in one peice."

You make your way out of the bathroom, into the bedroom and crawl under the covers, hoping you can sleep it off. You lie on ryans side of the bed and let his smell surrond you hoping he will have his arms around you in the morning.

                                                                 ~~dream~~

Your sitting on a bench, looking over a crystal blue lake. Arms wrap around your waist and nothing but peace fills your mind. You look over your and Ryans beautiful eyes gaze into yours. You look back at the water and notice its changed coulor. slowly it fades from a soft, elegant blue into a dark,    crimson red.

"You know.." Ryans voice changes ".... I love you..." 

You start to shake, sweat and breath deeply. You turn you head once more, excspecting Ryan but find Cry.