"Kylie Jenner BLASTED by long time boyfriend Tyga. "
"TYGA TELLS ALL! NEW EXCLUSIVE ON TYGA AND KYLIE JENNER SPLIT! "
Mom : Kylie what happened? What is going on???!
Kim: What happened? Kylie you need to tell him to delete that post NOW!!!
Khloe : I'm going to fucking kill T. Why the fuck would he do that, that's so immature.
My head was spinning and my stomach was in knots. What could T possibly have posted? In a matter of two hours of me getting rest... Ugh I knew I should've stayed up.
I couldn't bring myself to look on the articles or posts I was tagged in.
He NEVER posts our business on social media, ever. No matter what we go through he knows how much people will drag me even if I didn't do anything wrong.
I finally took a deep breath and read it.
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kinggoldchains : bitche really be flattering hersevles 😂😂 shit be fumny cuz bitches also be actin like they wazn't begging for u 2 get back wit them when y'all wasn't togerher 💀 FUCK DESE HOES. U lucky I stayed wit u when u was practicly a bi polar mess! U ain't a fucken Angel, like u ain't throw away yo birth control when we was having problems sui I could stay😕 u ain't get a rinb cuz bitch u we're temorairy!! No fuckin long term shit waz ever in my head wit u!!! Havin all dese abortions b4 we waz havin problems doe"
Oh. My. Fucking. God.
He's drunk. I can tell by his spelling.
Even tho I was fucking pissed I was still worried about him. He hasn't gotten drunk since Riss was born, he rarely drank when he was out.
There were no paparazzi pictures of him from the night, I looked everywhere.
I called at least 54 times and nothing. No answer, voicemail was full, no text response...
My chest was killing me. Usually when that happens it's when I'm about to have an emotional breakdown.
That's probably what he meant by "bi polar". Ugh. Every once in a while I would just break down and cry. Non stop, hysterical crying.
I don't know why or even what I was upset about but they just came when my anxiety would come strong.
I've been doing super good at controlling myself tho. I'm not depressed or bi polar, I was just so stressed out and upset.
This time I couldn't help it.
"Threw away my birth control so he could stay? "
What the fuck? I was 19 when I got pregnant and I was far from planning a baby in that moment. I was super busy and sometimes forgot to take my birth control, I was scared shitless when I found out I was. The only thing that kept me calm was knowing my baby was going to have and amazing father. We were never on the verge of a break up when I got pregnant - you think she was conceived by is yelling and screaming at each other? (Okay she actually might've because our make up sex was always lit).
And abortions while we were together? As in multiple?
I had an abortion and it kills me everyday. One. but the only reason I got one was because of him. I was 17 and it was illegal. I tried my hardest to convince him I could do it by myself, like raise a baby. He wouldn't let that happen. I guess it was for the best being that he would've went to jail but I would have NEVER done it if it weren't for him. Maybe I wasn't ready but that was still my baby in me. Our baby.
I went through months of crying myself to sleep because of it but he was there right by my side. He knew I felt guilty and like a monster.
That's why when I got pregnant with Riss I knew I couldn't go through that again. He didn't ask me to of course but even if he did I wouldn't. Nobody else knew about it besides us.
The fact that now 23.6 million of his followers now think that I had multiple abortions killed me.
He knows that's something that broke me, it took be a while to get myself to be okay again and now it's breaking me again.
Everything we've built and worked so hard on in our relationship was crumbling before my eyes.
Did he really mean what he said about me being temporary?
I couldn't bring myself to answer any questions from my family because I didn't know what was going on myself.
I cried.
And cried.
And cried.
Non stop.
Until I heard King walk in our room asking for breakfast.
I pulled myself together and got through the day taking care of my babies - OUR babies all while sitting there scared and broken.
Our relationship is strong.
I'm just not sure how strong.
We've been through so much, but this time it really felt like the end.
All his friends haven't heard from him all day, even his mom.
He HAS to be with some bitch.
Nah he wouldn't do that.
But then again I never thought he would do that Instagram thing either. I started searching his name on Twitter and nothing. Just people talking about him "exposing me".
I started thinking about if we couldn't come back from this. What would happen to King?
Chyna only sees King two days a week and is rarely trying to be more involved with him. I was King's mother figure.
He would constantly tell me he wants to stay with us and stop going over there because he doesn't feel good when he's with her. The two days were really only because they were court ordered, if I had it my way that bitch would never see my Kingy again.
He's not my step son, I never saw him as that. He's OUR SON. OUR King Bean.
I know we would have to do a custody agreement for Riss but what about King? That's my little boy.
I started thinking about never seeing him again and I completely lost it.
I tried to hide my breakdown from them because they were watching TV while I was in the kitchen but my crying was too obvious.
King ran to me like the little sweetheart he is and didn't bother asking what's wrong because I always told him his hugs make everything better.
He gripped me and I didn't let go.
Eventually King went back to watching TV and I sat there thinking about how I could fix this.
He never says no to head, but it's not enough.
Hmm.
Anal?
Fuck no he's too big, nevermind.
Explaining to him that I'm a fucking idiot and I'm sorry and that I need him?
