feelings | jaeyong

01 - beginning

dark clouds with a rain on it. lightning that is visible on Taeyong's window. Taeyong sighed while staring at the ceiling .

Taeyong was thinking about his embarrassing moments when he was a kid when it was his first try-out on a soccer team when he was a freshman that the ball hit his private part and alot of students,coaches and even senior players saw and Taeyong cried because of the pain, some of them even laughed at him.

Taeyong cringed and punched his soft white pillow and rolled on his bed and he fell on his bed,landing on a cold brown tiles. Taeyong groaned and grabbed his hair and bit his lips.

then he also remembers when he was 4th grade the time when he need to follow his math teacher to her next class because he is noisy together with Yuta and Hansol. Ended up his crush's classroom and being embarrassed because the teacher spilled the beans infront of the whole classroom and even scolded him because he cant even solve a simple math equation infront of the whole classroom and infront of his crush

"Aishhhhh, i hate myself ' Taeyong shouted and started to punch his white milky thighs and he is wearing his adidas soccer short with a patch of the logo of Bayern football club that revealing half of his thighs and he started to roll again, his body touched the cold brown tiles of his room.

suddenly the door opened revealing a middle aged woman which is taeyong's mom. taeyong immediately calm his self and pretend that he was looking for something under his bed.

"are you okay?, i heard noises coming from your room" the woman asked with a worried face

"umm im just looking for ny album booming system because donghyuck would probably tease me if he sees it" Taeyong pretended to look under his bed

"okay then, just go downstairs if you need something, im cooking for our dinner for tonight"

Taeyong heard the door closed signaling him that his mother already left, he sighed.

'ting' he heard a sound coming from his phone at the desk, he stood up and grab his phone and opened it

32 unread messages from NEO FC

6 unread messaged from osakaboi

he sat down on the side of his bed and continued to scroll down and read some messages

NEO FC

active 2hrs ago

sexynakamoto: WHERE ARE YOU GUYS NOWW!!?? Y'ALL IM WAITING HERE

3:15pm

nojaem: @ home

Moon Taeil: Our training for today is postponed due to the weather today, stay safe kids -coach Kim

sexynakamoto: POSTPONED!!?? SUCH A WASTE OF TIME AND MONEY JUST TO GET HERE, LAUNDRY SOAP FOR THE CLOTHES THAT I WORE BEFORE I TAKE A BATH AND WHAT IM WEARING RIGHT NOW PLUS SOAP AND SHAMPOO FOR TAKING A BATH AND EVEN ENERGY, I RATHER SLEEP

arigatoman: Man, its raining and the wind is so strong and the ball is slippery, we only train in the rain when its not strong unlike today.

sexynakamoto: Y'ALL IM WAITING HERE AT THE BENCH AND IM ALREADY SOAKED

sexynakamoto: btw taeil you're nickname is so boring

Moon taeil: your***