I'm Fine

Elementary

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-Flash Back-
3rd grade 5/15/13
.Bell Ring.
"Hurry!" 9 year old Angelica yelled while giggling "Wait for me Angelica!!" Her best friend Ariana yelled, when we made it to the line in front of the class I saw him the guy I had feelings for his chocolate brown eyes his dimples in his smile black curly hair, Kayden. I didn't notice who was next to him Catalina t
The smartest girl ,Popular and beautiful girl of 3rd grade, even my own mother thought she was perfect and always comparing her to me, she was holding hands with Kayden I felt a stab in the heart feeling pain as my body went numb and anger took over me this is the first time I've experienced jealousy
they approach class when the teacher comes out to let us in, while the teacher  was explaining how to do math the thought was running in my head you're not perfect. She's better than you.he doesn't like you. I'm useless while i had these thoughts ran through my head my best friend Ariana asked "Are you okay you've been quiet" "I'm fine" help me Ariana please hear me I thought.
I saw Kayden and Catalina giving each other quick glances,smiling and laughing ."Mrs.Hernandez?" I asked "Yes Angelica" "May I go the bathroom" "yes come back in 5 minutes" I ran to the bathroom got in a stall slammed the door sat in the toilet and cried big tears filled my eyes I couldn't see nothing my vision was blurry because of the tears not only is she beautiful and perfect she took the love of my life...
   -Flash Back-
5th grade 3/23/15
It's been 2 years since I've seen my best friend Ariana and Kayden most of the 4th grade I was alone I had nobody I was a loner I felt sad everyday during all the 4th grade anyways, my 5th grade class was a combo class (A combo class is two different grades in one class) I was a 5th grader Jonanthan was a 4th grader I felt bad that I fell for a guy one year younger than me, I had a new best friend her name was Melinda she has dated 2 guys in this whole school year 1 week later during social studies time I saw Melinda passing notes with Jonanthan couple of minutes later when she received another note she smiled at him and wrote something back gave the note to him and he also smiled, in lunch recess she saw me with a smile on her face "Angelica!!! Jonanthan asked me out" That same feeling I had years ago I've felt it now the pain of the stab in the heart my body numb My own best friend dating my crush "Uh Angelica?" "Oh I'm sorry I spaced out for a second" I said while smiling "let's go walk" I said, I didn't hear what she was saying mostly i was faking to be happy while in the inside my stomach felt empty the pain in my heart *Skip to end of day* while I was packing up for leaving Melinda put her chair up "Bye" Jonanthan waved at Melinda "Bye" she said back smiling she looked at me I smiled while my world was breaking inside of me