Hey guys! Here is a long one for you since the last one was a short one. Here you go.
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Jonathan's POV
Urg. Back to school after a couple of days. The guys have been giving me the homework and helping if I don't know what i'm doing, which was most of the time. At least I get to hang out with Evan. I can't wait. I got up and started getting dress. Should I wear a white shirt or a black one? I will just wear a white one for today. I put on my shoes and bragged my backpack and headed down stairs. I grabbed an apple and my keys and made my way out the door before I saw my sister sleeping on the couch. Dang she does so much for me. One day I will return the favor. I grabbed her and put her on her bed. "Goodnight sis," I say as I kiss her head.
I walked to my car and turned around as I heard someone. "Hey Jonathan!" That sounds familiar? I turn to where the noise was coming from, and guess who it is? Cry. "Hey Cry," I said with annoyance. "Hey Jonathan, Can we talk?" I thought about it for a minute, but I finally decided I should so I can learn a little more about Adam's plan. "Sure but we have to get to school, so let's talk in my car." He nods and gets into the car. I made sure the door was locked and got into my car.
Jon- Okay what do you want to talk about?
Cry- I want to talk about us.
Jon- Us?
Cry- Yes us. I now realize that you didn't cheat.
Jon- Now you realize?
Cry- Yes, and I was a jerk and I should have not been a total ass hole to you. Can you forgive me?
Jon- No, but maybe we can start over.
Cry- Thank you for giving me a new start.
Jon- You're welcome Cry. Hey since we all good now how do you know where I live?
Cry- I live across from you.
Jon- Oh.
We pulled up to the school. We got out of the car and I saw my group. I was about to walk up to them, but they were giving me weird looks. Luke was giving me the worst of looks. I didn't do anything. Why are they giving me dirty looks? Is it because of Cry? They have to realize that I have to hang with Cry if want to get close to Adam. Why can't they understand that? "Hey Jonathan, Do you wanna hang out or walk around school?" I nodded and walked toward him, but before I reached him, I turned around to see my friends. They were all laughing and smiling. Maybe they would better if I left? I suddenly pulled by Cry as we were walking toward the school.
Evan's POV
We saw Jon, my Jon, with his ex. Why is he hanging with him? I notice that I and the others were giving dirty looks. I was about to say something but Tyler beat me to it.
Tyler- What the fuck does he think he is doing?
Luke- Yeah, why is he freaking hanging with them?
Lui- I heard that Jonathan has for gave him, but I don't think that is it?
Craig- I think he is doing it for something?
Evan- Don't even think about it!
David- For fuckin' hell man. We all know what he is going to say? Just fockin' say it.
Tyler, Craig, Lui, Luke, and David- DICK.
We all started laughing. I turned to see Jon one last time before we go to our classes and see Jon only some periods. Why is he with Cry anyways? Is he really moving on? His words repeated in my head, 'I'm sorry Ev.. I can't let that happen.' I have to move on now. I tried my best to not shed a tear. I was suddenly taken out of my thoughts when Craig waved a hand in front of my face.
I replied with a, "Yes?" Everyone was looking at me like I was weird or something. "Well, why are you guys all staring at me?" Lui walk up and put a hand on my shoulder. "Even we all know you love Jon.." The guys started to nod which made me realize that they noticed that I was staring at Jon for a long time. Lui continued, "but..you have to move on." Those words really hit me.
Move on? How can I move on if I love Jonathan? I know we have never really had a first date, but I feel like I know him so well like we were best friends when we were babies. When I kiss him I get flashbacks of when I was happy. He brings so much love and happiness in my life. If it wasn't for that empty seat on the bus, I would have never met him. If I didn't stand up for him that one time at lunch, then I would have never had feelings for him. I knew when we were at the movies that I wanted to be with him. I will never stop loving him. He is that best thing that came into my life. "I'm sorry guys, but I will never stop loving Jon." Luke, "If he does really love you he will come for you and love you and only you." I understood what he was saying but what if he doesn't? "Hey guys I'm going to take a walk." I walked away and started to walk around the school since the bell hasn't rang.
I totally forgot my book for my next class. I turned around and walked to my locker. I opened that locker and found a letter. Who is this from?
Dear crush,
What's the first name of the guy in Fresh Prince of Bel Air?____Smith. What is the letter after T? _____ What is the opposite of stop?______ In baseball, three strikes, you're _____. To find the area of a rectangle you multiply length X ____. DO RE ___ FA SOL LA TI DO! Yes or no?
Xoxo, your secret admirer.
P.s. If you say yes put it in locker 3259.
A secret admirer? Who? The note was cheesy, but I got it is less than a minute. Maybe this is telling me that I have to move on? Or is this some kind of game? If it is, I really don't like it.
I took the note and checked no and put, maybe if you come out and ask me i'll say yes, Evan.
When I went to put the note in the locker I saw Jon and Adam. I hid behind a locker and started to listen to their conversation.
Jon- Hey Adam what do you want to do after school today?
Adam- I was thinking we could go to my house, if you want to you.
Jon- We are just going to hang out right?
Adam- Yeah whatever you want.
Jon- Adam, I have to tell you...
(Adam kissed Jonathan and Jonathan kissed back)
I was so mad that he didn't pull back. I ran away from my past lover. It's time to move on. I put it in the locker and when I turned around, there was a good looking girl in front of me. "Is this your locker?" She nodded. I moved out of the way so the girl can grabbed the letter. She read it and said, "Will you go out with me?" I smiled and said, "Why not? What is your name?" She said her name was Sydney before the bell rang. That's when we went to our classes. I found out she had some classes with me. I learned a little about her while we were in some classes, but no matter how much I learned about her she will never replace Jonathan.
Jonathan POV
Me and Adam were going to hang out at his place after school. I think he's think of something bad. I wanted to tell him that I don't want to do anything because I'm still a virgin, but before I could tell him, he kissed me. I was not prepared for it but I kissed back so Adam would think I like him. I heard footsteps like someone was running. How weird? I pulled back and said, "I think the bell is going to ring." He nodded and put an arm around me and started to walk to my classes. I wish Evan kissed me and Evan has his arm around me right now, but I need to be really close to Adam so I can be with Evan.
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