Would you look at that...I actually have a heart (Andy Biersack Fanfic)

Chapter 8: That song though

 Andy and I were doubled over laughing our asses off. We decided to go on a walk in town together with Zack, Loralie, Austin, Ashley, Jinxx, Jake, and CC. Both bands decided to get together and go to BVB's studio and hang out and once we arrived Loralie wanted to rush in, she ended up slamming into a glass door. Zack ran over to her and started bombarding her with questions when she kissed him to shut her up. Resulting me to yell out the funniest shit. "Get someee!!!!" They both glared at me and me and Andy laughed. We looked at each other and blushed. "Aw, is Andy blushing because i'm staring at him with these hot eyes?" He looked away turning more red. "Be quiet!" Me and Loralie laughed and went into the studio staring at it in awe. The damn place was freaking HUGE! They laughed at our amazement. Who wouldn't I mean our faces looked priceless. I can't wait till our band is so famous were able to have a studio like this.
They led us to the recording room and I looked around, finding exactly what I wanted. It was a big speaker where I could plug my ipod to it, which is exactly what I did. Everyone was joking around and I started blasting, Super Psycho Love by Simon Curtis. And everyone stared at me confused for a second till the song started and we all started dancing me singing to it, which no one could hear but heck with it.

Something lately drives me crazy
Has to do with how you make me
Struggle to get your attention
Calling you brings aprehension
Texts from you and sex from you
Are things that are not so uncommon
Flirt with you you're all about it
Tell me why I feel unwanted?

Damn, if you didn't want me back
Why'd you have to act like that?
It's confusing to the core
'Cause I know you want it
Oh, and if you don't wanna be
Something substantial with me
Then why do you give me more?
Babe I know you want it

Say that you want me every day
That you want me every way
That you need me
Got me trippin' super psycho love
Aim, pull the trigger
Feel the pain getting bigger
Go insane from the bitter feeling
Trippin' super psycho love

Pull me off to darkened corners
Where all other eyes avoid us
Tell me how I mesmerize you
I love you and despise you
Back to the crowd where you ignore me
Bedroom eyes to those before me
How am I supposed to handle
Lit the fuse and missed the candle

Damn, if you wanna let me go
Baby please just let me know
You're not gonna get away with leading me on

Say that you want me every day
That you want me every way
That you need me
Got me trippin' super psycho love
Aim, pull the trigger
Feel the pain getting bigger
Go insane from the bitter feeling
Trippin' super psycho love

Say you want me
Say you need me
Tear my heart out slow
And bleed me

You want me
You need me
You're gonna be with me

I know you want me too
I think you want me too
Please say you want me too
Because you're going to

Say that you want me every day
That you want me every way
That you need me
Got me trippin' super psycho love
Aim, pull the trigger
Feel the pain getting bigger
Go insane from the bitter feeling
Trippin' super psycho love

Say that you want me every day
That you want me every way
That you need me
Got me trippin' super psycho love
Aim, pull the trigger
Feel the pain getting bigger
Go insane from the bitter feeling
Trippin' super psycho love

After the song I unplugged my phone and they all looked at me. "That.Was. THE BEST SONG I EVER HEARD!!" CC yelled jumping around in circles then acting like a stripper. "It made me feel so, reckless. Purrrr." We all laughed at his stupidity. "I just felt like playing it, there was a huge speaker, who wouldn't take advantage of that." Everyone agreed.

Later on once we all left the studio we all decided to go to dairy queen and get some ice-cream. Which I kinda regretted because Loralie decided to have a contest on who could eat their ice-cream the fastest. I wasn't thinking at the time so I agreed. Man, what a stupid mistake it was. By the time I was finished my head felt like someone just shoved dry ice inside my head. And on top of that I didn't even win. Though, I was laughing through the pain because Loralie had it worse then I did. She had it coming to her. Well so did I so none of us are in the right. Once I calmed down I got a good idea. "Hey guys why don't we go to an amusement park. There is one going on right outside of town." We all agreed to that as well so we all decided to go to the amusement park. Which actually took forever to get to considering we had to walk and Andy wouldn't quit staring at me. Loralie and Zack kept flirting with each other. Austin and CC were acting like a gay couple just to piss off ashley, which is another story for another time. And just I was annoyed. Finally we got there. The rides were freaking huge.
I was amazed, i've never really been to an amusement park, besides one time when I was five and Loralie was having her birthday party at one in the 7th grade, and I ended up throwing up on her parents when we went on this huge roler coaster. I was never allowed to with them anywhere ever again. Which was fine by me. Her parents were snobby bitches anyways. Well, anyways back to the story. We all bought our tickets. And just my luck, Loralie and Andy decided to drag me on the biggest roller coaster there. Everyone else was to scared to get on, and I was forced against my will. So yeah, here I am now going up almost 50 feet in the air, and about to drop 50 feet down, yippeee. That was sarcasm. I felt Andy's hand on mine and I looked up at him. He smiled that million dollar smile and I just knew that this was gonna be fun. Well that was until we went down. I was screaming my god damn ass off. By the time the roller coaster was over i was shaking like a freaking earthquake. I started laughing until Andy yelled something and I looked over to see Loralie collasped on the ground barely breathing. We called the ambulance and after that everything was such a blur, like I wasn't even there. Time was passing and I never realized it. My greatest fear was happening.
Let me explain what's going on. See ever since i've known her she has had something called lung cancer. It never has been that bad. But these past few months it has been so bad that sometimes she couldn't even breath at all. No one else knew about it besides me and her parents. I found out that day we were at the amusement park and after we got off the roller coaster she passed out on the ground barely breathing. Because when she gets scared or nervous she hyperventilates which affects her lungs in so many ways. I guess when she got on the roller coaster this time that she hyperventilated so much, it got to her bad. So here I am sitting in the hospital waiting room with Andy holding onto me while I cry in his shoulder. This is what I feared so much. At this point i'm not sure if she'll make it or not. But I hope she does. Because I will not let her go down like this. But for now i'm just gonna hold on to Andy, because at this point I feel like he's the only thing keeping me on my two feet.....I-I think I love andy......