After that day I told myself that i wod never let a low life asshole keep me from happiness. But it didnt work for long before long i was listing to everything everyone was telling me i was falling i to a horrable cycle that took me years to break. Now i am 14 years old. I no longer live with my mother i stay with my godmother my "nana". Everyday is a strugle to stay postive and happy like i put out to be everyone expects me to be energetic happy care free and funny dont get me wrong i am all of those things but some times people break and im at that point. My nana & uncle jeff take kia and i out and treat us like there own and i love them for that reason. I have done nothing to deserve their love. I am a horrable person. I was in a constant war with myself i hated it.
