My whole world has got flipped upside down
I need to find a way out
I scream as I try but no one hears me
I'm invisible, no one wants to acknowledge me
I'm helpless, and full of fear
People calling me names, people starting rumors
I go home and lock myself up
Trying to stay away from everyone and everything
The door between the world and me is invisible
It can't be broke and won't ever break unless I bring it down
Wanting to get in fights with these people
They cause so much drama I sometimes want to end it for them
I can't understand why they chose me or chose anyone,
Tearing others down makes me frustrated
I feel like I can't talk to anyone, keeping things to myself
Sometimes I see things but don't know what to do
I can't understand why these people won't change those things that are happening
People thinking of suicide
No one wants to help them for no apparent reason
Children finding things to hurt themselves with
Wanting to cut, or maybe hang myself
I remain to bottle up my feelings and no one knows
The door still remains standing
Can't help but thinking about terrifying things
I know someone will believe me or at least understand
People want to send me to therapy a mental therapist
Even they won't understand
Trying to get others to understand is like being stranded in a forest
This forest is dark and mysterious
Just like my soul, no one knows how it feels no one knows how it feels to be left stranded
Being left stranded where no one hears my sorrows
My sorrows being left where I was standing
Having feelings I never felt before
Someone finally understanding me and liking who I am
Not knowing how to tell this person how I feel
I cry in fear not knowing
Being scared of telling him, not knowing how he will respond
Finally coming out of my shell
Trying to tell him
I finally told him and he looked at me with a blank stare
The invisible door that was standing got knocked down
Love is what I think brought it down
Letting all of my emotions go
Wanting him to love me back, but he just likes me
Letting all my sorrow out
Him holding me and telling me its gonna be fine
I don't know if he will ever feel the same
Wanting to be in his arms
Him holding me and kissing my head no letting go
Not wanting this moment to end
Finding out that night was all a dream
Wanting it all to come true
Knowing none of this will ever happen
Loving that dream
Wishing that all happened at that moment
Hoping he will come around, him not coming breaks me
