So here I go I guess. I'm Nia Frazier and I'm going to be the first one to die. Me and my friends all made a pact called the Red Book Pact. One by one we're all going to commit suicide in a different way for different reasons. My reason is abuse from a family member. My mom would abuse me all the time whether it were to hit me or burn me with a hot pan. She often came home drunk. My dad died of cardiac arrest 5 years ago so I had no one except my friends at dance. My mom would go out of her way just to make me feel pain. I don't get it though because we all used to be a happy and joyous family until my dad died. I'm actually super happy that I get to die first.
-Nia Frazier
I quickly grabbed another piece of paper and wrote down my name and how I was going to die so the other girls wouldn't choose the same one. We after all did agree that we were all going to go different ways. I then write the letter to my mom, Holly Frazier. We were all supposed to write a letter to the person who made us want to die or to the people who pushed us a little to far.
Dear mom,
I loved you so much mom and I still do but with all the abuse you threw at me I couldn't go any longer. I tried to get you counseling but you refused every time and just hurt me even more. I know it hurts you that dad is gone but you didn't have to go the way you did. I still love you mom and don't forget that ever. See you up in Heaven.
-Your beloved daughter, Nia Frazier
I closed the book with the paper of how I was going to die inside and ran over to Paige and Brooke's house. I knocked on the door and Paige opened it. I handed her the book explaining the piece of paper stuck inside. I gave her a quick hug.
Nia-"See you in Heaven Paige!"
Paige-"Won't be to long!"
I waved and ran back to my house. I locked my self in my room and pulled the rope out from under my bed. I tossed it around my ceiling fan and put a stool underneath it. I took a deep breath and stepped up onto the stool, looping the rope around my neck. I said a quick prayer before kicking the stool away and letting the cool darkness slowly take me over.
