How To Love Online

Part Three>>>

After that Kevin and Amaya were pretty fine for while. It was around New Year's and Kevin was still the same way but Amaya has apparently found a way to accept that type of behavior from him, even though sometimes it might break her heart. Later that day on New Year's Kevin and Amaya broke out into a fight. She couldn't even piece her mind together. Recently before this Kevin got in touch with her cousin. Kevin and Amaya's cousin had a few conversations but they were just about what Kevin likes being the in relationship. But nothing ever serious until then. Later in the day Amaya found her, her cousin, and her boyfriend on this group chat. All Amaya could think is what the flip is she on this group chat for, it didn't make any sense to her. Why would they all be in a group chat, especially since her cousin made it.

Her heart started to race, faster, faster, and faster. She was going into a complete panic attack. Then she heard her phone buzz signaling that he has received some sort of message or notification. Her cousin, her cousin likes to be called Mich, was the bravest to text first. At that moment Amaya found she wasn't able to breath, she was gasping for air. Then tears started to roll down her fair brown cheeks, and another buzz was rung from her phone. "Who could it be" she thought, it was Kevin that was next with the next text. All Amaya could think of was anger and sadness. "Why would they make this group chat" she thought, and the next thing she knew her hands were on the keyboard typing back to their messages. She responded with "what is this for", it came off rude. Which she didn't want it to be. An hours later they came to the conclusion that Kevin needs to stop being distant. Which you guys probably already know did not happen one bit. The same thing kept on repeating and repeating.

 Also all the people that started to help Amaya started to get tired of Kevin, because they say that this was no way to treat someone. Things for Amaya and Kevin were not starting to look good, which made Amaya fear their relationship would end. Amaya if you couldn't already tell, truly and genuinely loves Kevin, and she doesn't want to lose him or do anything to hurt him. But she doesn't know how not to do this though, without him hurting her even more .Also all the people that started to help Amaya started to get tired of Kevin, because they say that this was no way to treat someone. Things for Amaya and Kevin were not starting to look good, which made Amaya fear their relationship would end. Amaya if you couldn't already tell, truly and genuinely loves Kevin, and she doesn't want to lose him or do anything to hurt him. But she doesn't know how not to do this though, without him hurting her even more. 

Now weeks, which turned into months passed by and the only thing Amaya got form Kevin was just a few "good mornings" here and there. Kevin and Amaya weren't the same people anymore, but Amaya kind of expected some change down the line. Because when you get comfortable in a relationship both sides start to show who they really are, she thought maybe this is his real side. But now she has to learn to love his new side or leave his new side, and this was the toughest decision she had ever had to made. That feeling felt like she was between a rock a hard place, it was like she knew that leaving would be mostly right. But something in her heart couldn't let her let go of him, she loved him to much to do that. She came to the conclusion that she shouldn't leave him, but that ended up being the worst mistake she could have ever made.

A month later Kevin has gotten better with texting but it just wasn't even for Amaya. Amaya wanted and expected more from him. She knew that he could give her more, because he has done it before, but this, she just wasn't having it. Well she was actually having it, it was just so much that she could take from it. Now that was the deciding factor how much can she take from it. Amaya put up with this for quite awhile, but then one day when her and Kevin were finally talking, she found out a shocking discovery. Kevin omitted that sometimes he flirts with other girls, which sadden Amaya a little. But then she thought what if she did the same thing, which lead to the following question. Would she be a hoe, if she did? She kept on asking herself this question, even her friends and half said yes and the other said no.