Lie to me

Foreword

Blair dressed up as a girlfriend

I look in the huge mirror in front of me, the dress is perfect, white and huge. My hair looks even better, my face covered by a layer of makeup very slight but that highlights my eyes. The jewels that my mama Victoria gave me for this day make me look delicate and feminine. I like it.

But seeing my reflection, not my exterior, but seeing me really, I see that my eyes return pain, sadness and fatigue. That way I have felt the last years ... I move my head to avoid those thoughts, I should not go there, it is not at all healthy to do it now.

I open one of the drawers of my dresser to remove the earrings that are the only thing I need and I see the case of the beautiful bracelet that Alec gave me so long ago, I try to contain the tears but inevitably leave when I take the small Black stuffed case, I open it and take the handle in my hands, I read the writing and a sob escapes me when reading the description.

What's the point of living if it's not with you? Always Yours, Alec

Why did he do it? Because I had to ruin our fairy tale? I still remember each and every one of the words he said to me, I know that he really said them, now I know; But if he loved me so much, why did I hurt? Memories of the moments we spent together, the memories of those moments when he was everything for me as the times we made love tear me inside and I can not help it. There were so many beautiful things that we live, it is so unfair that with just one thing it came down, because he kept crying for him? Why could not I forget him?

- It's okay to be sad B. - I say looking at the mirror with my hands on the dressing table - But you should not let the sadness control you, it's your wedding day. You have to be happy.

Life did not teach me its cruel side, nor its bitter side, I always lived quiet surrounded by luxuries and comforts, although I lacked the love of my parents I always had a rebellious sister and a troublesome brother that made me happy. As everyone had my problems, however I could not complain, so what? I had everything that anyone had wanted, and I just had to try hard to be the best in everything I did. So simple was my life, so simple I would like to believe it was, but now, at my 23 years of life, I could say that although my life was not the most difficult, if I knew the greatest pain someone can experience and no, it is not The physical pain, but the pain of the soul that caused me when I let go without even fighting for what we had. Without fighting for me.

I know that I change, that I will never be the same, not after leaving, because what hurt me the most was leaving knowing that he loved me and that I even wanted double, but that's life: The people we love the most , Are the ones that hurt us the most.

Wipe the tears that still ran down my cheeks with anger, I should not cry, not again. Alec shattered my heart but it does not matter because with him I really learned to love and that is something that I will always be grateful for.

I put the handle and smiled with melancholy, I pass my hand by this and I start when I see Jenn in the door of my room.

- You look beautiful - it approaches me and dries a tear that I had not noticed on my right cheek - What do you do? - I'm going to answer but it interrupts me - The limo is already down. Are you sure you want to do this? Because you do not look very happy - he stared at her without answering, she sighs and kisses my forehead before leaving leaving me alone

- No, I'm not sure - i murmured as she closed the door behind her.

Hi, i'm Juana :D 

This is my new story and i hope that you like.

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