Matt,
I accept all that you say, for I am not the boss of you, but I truly just want you to say it to my face. Matt right now I am throw up sick, I am fairly t sick, I just want to sleep. Matt I got you something for Christmas but I don't think I can give it to you now. I just want you to know that, yes I'm sad, I'm sadder than I probably should be. I knew what you were gonna say before you said it. You of all people are very easy to read. I felt that way for about a week and ice been trying to keep my distance from you so you could think, I wouldn't tell anyone you were my boyfriend on account of, I didn't want to hurt you. Matt its killing me right now that you think its easier to write down your feelings as oppose to saying it to my face. I'm not going to talk to you, I'm not even going to look at you for a long time, I threw up 4 times today and cried till I cried blood, I'm so sorry matt,
Love you bye.
Fuck that shit was deep af amiright
