twisted notes (2 book of the abused by bieber)

chapter nine

Sam POV...

I wake up on the couch and look around me to find Justin. He isn't here. I guess ill make him some breakfast. I get up to make the eggs and toast when I hear something fall and crash. I turn around and see the tea that was on the stove had fell. Wow I'm an idiot. I make breakfast and go look for Justin. "JUSTINNNNN* I holler. No answer. I get up and go take a shower and put a loose crop top and some white jeans. Still no sign of him. God where is this boy. I go eat some toast and wait for him. Holy shit its been like half an hour. Where the hell is he. I get only to see something I wish I couldn't. Blood. On my jeans pouring out. No wait no this can't be happening. I go to the downstairs bathroom to see the worst sight ever. Justin laid on the floor. Body cut in half. This can't be happening. I kneel down next to him. "Justin please JUSTIN PLEASE GET UP JUSTIN, JUSTIN DONT YOU DIE ON ME, PLEASE JUSTIN JUSTIN PLEASE PLEASE BABY GET UP" jm yelling but I dont care I have lost what's dear to me. My child and the love of my life...

.... ITS OVER GUYS. IM SORRY.

JUST KIDDING SCROLL DOWN BABES

"babe wake up please" I hear a soft voice call out to me. I open my eyes and see these big beautiful eyes staring at me filled with worry. "Are you okay you kept screaming Justin dont you do die or something like that" he says in his sweet voice. "no I'm okay I just had a really bad nightmare and I just" I can't speak anymore tears take over my face, I'm sobbing as Justin holds me tight. "Shhhh babe its okay you don't have to talk about it. I'll go make you some breakfast while you go get ready" he says. "get ready for what tho" I ask. "I wanna take you out" he says with a huge grin on his face. "alrighttt" I say getting up. I walk into the bathroom and take my clothes off to get into the shower. I stare into the mirror for awhile. I see a small bump forming on my stomach. Whoah that's a pretty big bump. I wonder if its a boy or girl I don't mind either one but I kinda hope its a girl. I day dream about doing her hair and going shopping with her and talking about her crushes. God whatever the gender is mine and Justin's baby is going to be beautiful. I get into the shower and see something I wish I didn't see. The long sliver razor is sitting near the tap. No sam you can't. I can't fight the urge I grab the razor and break it until I get to the sharp part. I put the blade on my stomach. I look down and see the baby bump and that razor on it. No I cant. I hurt my babies before and lost them I wont hurt this one. I take the blade and throw it in the garbage. Immao glad that's over. Now what to wear. I find a brown crop top and the arms have cutouts on them also with black shorts and the bottom of them folded. (picture on the side). I straighten my hair and add some natural makeup and head downstairs.

"hey you look beautiful" Justin says. "thanks Justin" I blush. I can't take compliments well. I sit down taking a piece of toast, "hold up take another piece now your eating for two people now" he says winking. I grab another piece and shove it down. I hear a grumble. Oh my god how much does this baby eat. I eat some eggs and hear Justin chuckle" looks like our baby is going to have a huge appetite. Just like his father". We head out the door. "where are we going" I ask. Justin reply with a somewhere. God I hate surprises.

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 HAIIIII sorry guys short update this is just a filler chapter. Also I need help comment what you think the gender should be. And sorry for the long wait. I had English homework. I have math science and English this semester so slower updates :( ill try tho follow my twitter I follow back louis_simran and directioners follow louis_xoxx

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