Chris x Ted

What have I done?

Chris's POV

I-Is there something wrong with me? Why does he...hate me? Tears fled from my eyes I screamed out loud "Why do you hate me?!" Knowing no one would hear me I wiped the tears from my eyes. I stood up leaving the house. Without saying bye to Foofy, without caring that Aiden would come home soon, without caring at all. Only caring about Ted. I admit my feelings, I love him, but I won't even be his friend anymore. Not knowing where to go I walked to the park and sat on a bench staring at the ground. I cried silently. Did I really come out here so strangers could see me cry? Why am I stupid? "What's wrong with myself...please tell me.." I mumbled to myself. "Maybe the fact your sitting in a public park, by yourself, bawling tears, and talking to yourself." Someone answered and I whipped my head around to only see Aiden. "Why are you crying you freak? And why didn't you come pick me up from school?! I had to walk!" Aiden yelled. "I'm sorry..let's go home.." I mumbled. Aiden grunted "Freak," and walked away. I followed.

Ted's POV

I pulled out my phone and texted Nick as I headed to the bus stop.

Ted: Chris saw our texts and I left. I'm coming over right now.
Nick: K. I'll see you there
Ted: Love you <3
Nick: Love u too

When I said 'I love you' I felt a pain in my chest. Chris's face kept replaying in my head. Over and over, it wouldn't stop no matter how hard I tried to think of something different. His red face, puffy eyes, tear stained cheeks, and how his pale lips quivered. His body was trembling, he looked paralyzed like someone had just stabbed him a million times in the chest. I'm the reason. The reason that face ever appeared. The reason it won't leave my mind. The reason I won't ever be able to see his beautiful happy smile. B-Beautiful?! What the hell am I thinking?! Calling my ex-best friend beautiful. How annoying. I sat on the bus thinking how it's all my fault. Why can't I get this out of my head. Even when I'm not near Chris he won't leave me alone! Always in my- wait...he's always in my thoughts...but why? Ugh! Ted! Stop it! I slapped my face a couple times then realizing the bus had stopped. I got out looking around. I headed off to Nick's house.

~Time Skip~

I got to his door and knocked. No answer. I texted him:

Ted: You home?
Nick: almost there, key under doormat. Let yourself in.
Ted: Thx.

I got the key and went inside. I threw my stuff on the floor and sat on the couch. I played on my phone realizing I got a text. Oh maybe Nick is almost here. I looked to see but it was from Chris... Oh No.

4:00 pm
Chris: What's wrong with me?
4:15 pm
Chris: What did I do wrong
4:21 pm
Chris: I'm sorry
5:20 pm
Chris: Please Ted! Tell me what's wrong with me!

The pain in my chest was worse and I started crying. Why I'm I crying? I sobbed curling up in a ball on the couch. I heard a 'click' and the door opened. Nick walked in and I wiped away my tears. Nick walked up to me. "What's wrong babe? Are you okay?" He asked. He took me and hold my closely. "I-It's nothing. I'm okay. Just sad." He smiled and hugged me tightly. I fell asleep in his lap crying.

:3 Chapter Two End.