Irresistible Temptation 《PJM》✓

Chapter 5

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"I'm a hybrid. I'm half human and half zombie. My heart is dead and the only one who can makes it beat again is you, Haneul."
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"Why me?"
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"Because you're my fckg choosen bride Haneul! It's you!!" He exclaimed it one more time and now you realize how beautiful yet scaring his eye color is.
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Noticing you've been staring right to his eyes, he calm down himself and slowly his eyes color turn back to black.
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"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you but this is the real me. You can leave if you want." He said and about to stood up but you held onto his hand.
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"I don't want to leave. Why are you the one who leaving me? You wanted to leave me like Jungkook did?" you asked him who looks hesitate now.
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"Haneul.."
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"And what did you said earlier? I'm your choosing bride? So, what should I do to makes your heart keep beating? J-just by kissing you?" you asked and slow down at the end of your question.
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Although Jimin has kissed you twice, you were still shy about it. It feels embarrased for you since he's Jungkook's bestfriend. You know it's a mistake but you can't resist it.
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You can't resist Park Jimin.
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"T-that's work too." He sit back and hold your both hands. "The first time we kissed my heart start to beat slowly and it does beat faster whenever I'm with you but whenever we apart, it stop again."
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"So what should I do to help you, Jimin? To make it keep beating." you asked but after having a gaze-battle with him, he looks away, closing his eyes.
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"I can't do that."
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"Can't do what?"
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"No, it's just wrong. Forget about what I said tonight." He answered and stood up, walk away.
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"No! How could I forget about it!" you ran after him and block him. "Whatever you want to do, just do it. I really want to help you, Jimin-ah."
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"The risk is too big, I can't take it!"
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"What is the risk? Why are you so afraid? It's not like I'm gonna die." you try to joke, but he didn't smile.
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Your smile faded away.
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"So, I might die?"
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"If you're not the right person, if I mistook you as my choosen bride, you will die and turn into ashes. I can't risk that, Haneul! I can't risk my self to lose you."
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"I have a question, Jimin." you started after a holy pause. "You said you've fallen for me, so I wanna ask, did you fall for me because I'm your choosen bride or is it because I'm your choosen bride so you fall for me?"
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"Haneul, doesn't it's the same? I-"
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"No it is not. I need to know. Did you force yourself to fall for me just because I'm your choosen bride or-"
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"I think you're still misunderstood about this thing." Jimin cut you off and you stay silent, brain still processing about what is actually happen.
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This is not a dream, right?
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"It's not because you're my choosen bride, so I fall for you in purpose, if that's what you worried about." He stare at you intensely then slowly cup your cheeks with his baby-alike palm. "It's the fate, Haneul. Why I fall for you even though you're Jungkook's girlfriend, it's a mistake, but I can't help it, why? Because you're my choosen bride. Nobody can change that, even my self." you saw your reflection in his small eyes, you can feel his warm breath against your skin, and heartbeat. You can feel his heartbeat now.
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"I don't know when and how, but I'm sure, you will fall for me too, one day." He added with a bitter smile.
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He was about to move his palm, but your hand stop him, and you hold both of his palm on your cheeks.
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"Remember the first time you kissed me?" you asked and he blankly nod. "I don't want to admit it, but the truth is I already fall for you since that moment, that's why I don't push you away when you hug me that night." you muttered slowly, more like whispers as you bite your lower lips.
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"I feel like a btch for liking my own boyfriend's bestfriend but I don't know why. Now, you told me about it, I think I found the reason then, because it's fate." you continue, looking at him and draw a small smile.
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Jimin can't help but smile widely until his eyes turn into eyesmiles. He pull you to lay on his chest and you clearly can hear his heartbeat.
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"It's beating, Jimin!" you exclaimed happily.
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"Yes, it is."
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"Does this means you're a complete human now?"
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"..."
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"Jimin.." you parting from the hug and look at him who avoid your gaze. "Tell me what can I do to help you, please? Look, you clearly know that whenever you're close to me, your heart start to beating. Is there any characteristics to confirm it?"
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"She should be the only child. Scorpion is her zodiac sign and her element is water. She will appear or I will find her just before her 19th birthday, and my heart will start to beat when I first met her." Jimin explain, lowering his head, knowing all characteristics match with you.
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"I-It's me.. right? You know it's me. My real birth date is on November, so my zodiac sign is scorpion and my real element is water. It's me, right?!?!" you shake his shoulder lightly and he look up to meet your relief face, but he's still worried.
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"Still, I can't risk it." Jimin insist and walk away, but you run to block him again. "Jimin, please... just tell me. We can work on this together. Tell me first, then I'll decide to do it or not."
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"Haneul, it's not that easy.. You s-"
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"You should let him bite your lips while kissing you then drink your blood to break the spell then he will become a complete human." a voice heard and both of you and Jimin turn to him.
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"Hyuk!" Jimin pissed and shout at him.
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Magically that man was throw few meters away like someone invisible kick him, then you realize it was Jimin who have his icy blue eyes now.
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"Who are you to blurt out the secret? It's my decision to let her do it or not!!!" Jimin said as he walk to Hyuk who still suffering on the ground.
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You want to stop him but you believe Jimin won't do such a bad thing to that man.
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"I'm sorry, Sir. But I just found out that you have a time limit. It's on the full moon this month. The full moon will be on next week. It's exactly 1000 days since that witch cursed you. If you didn't do it until next week, you will be the real zombie forever and the worst, be her slave. So please do it!" Hyuk explain the new facts for you and Jimin which makes both of you froze on where you stand.
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"I deserved your hit. No! I deserved to die. I'm sorry for knowing about this too late. Please, kill me!!" He went on his kneel in front of Jimin and lowered his head on the ground.
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"Please, let me save you." you said confidently and run to him, hold his arms. "I don't care if I'm gonna die, nobody need me and nobody gonna feel bad for me though. Jungkook doesn't even want me anymore, so why should I hesitate. Please Jimin, let me do it."
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You don't know why you become so emotional, but after knowing what will happen later to Jimin, you feel scared. You don't want to lose him. No.
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"Haneul, please don't say that. I can't afford to lose you."
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"Kiss me, Jimin. Do it as you want!" you said and braven yourself to kiss him.
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You can feel that he was hesitated first, but slowly he kiss you back gently then become a little rougher. He was about to pull away but you hold on to him, signalling him to just do it.
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He know it's the time, so he hug you tighter and bite your lips, make it bleed and when the fresh blood came out from it, he drink it.
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It hurts. Your chest suddenly aching so much that you can't help but open your eyes.
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Now you notice Jimin's eyes has turn into bloody red when he parting away to look at you. There are blood drips also around his lips.
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You think he gonna stop, but instead he attack your lips again.
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The pain in your chest become unbearable. So hurt that you try to push Jimin away but he didn't burden. He's too strong for you. Your breath become unstable and suddenly you forget how breath. You feel dizzy and cold.
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You know you're going to collapse soon, so you close your eyes, let the tears you've been holding fall down to your cheeks.
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Is this really your end?