the proposal

Part 4- phils pov

After getting into our fluffy, warm pj's and comfortable socks, dan makes us a tea and orders some pizza for dinner. after watching lots of anime and making out in my warm bed, it is only natural that we dont do anything for the whole day, not even bother to make dinner. 

the pizza arrives, and we eat quickly then return to our previous positions in my bed, with the covers pulled up to our torso's, dans arm draped over my shoulders and his other arm wrapped around my waist, his hands playing with my hand and my hair, twirling slowly in his hand.

During a movie we were watching, dan reaches for the remote to pause it, and I give him a questioning look. 

my amazing boyfriend sits up in the bed, breaking our physical bond, yet his hand still in my hair running his fingers slowly through my jet black hair while also twirling my natural waves around his fingers. 

"hey baby, i have something to say" dan says to me a in a cautious voice, looking down into my lap, one of his hands now moving to stroke my cheek.  

I take one of my hands and place it on his knee, and my other hand lifts his chin up so he is looking into my eyes. 

"you can and ask my anything baby, you know that. dont me afraid okay" i say, giving him a quick kiss on the lips

he looks into my eyes for a long time, and i stare deeply into his, still wondering what he wants to say

he shifts closer to me, and gives me a small smile, tears coming to his eyes 

"awh babe, its okay"i say as a i lean forward, softly wiping away the tears rolling down his cheeks. our faces are so close right now, i can always taste his breath. i kiss his tears away, tasting the salty liquid on my lips

dan starts to stare at me again, this time looking more confident. "Common, you can do it babe, i promise i wont judge or anything silly like that" i say to him, shaking his knee and stroking his upper arm

"Phil, baby, would you like to marry me?" dan says in a timid and loving voice

I look deeply into his eyes, pulling my gorgeous boyfriend in a tight hug

"oh of course baby, of course" i whisper into his ear, hugging him so tightly im afraid i might break him

Dan pushes me back rapidly, releasing happy sounds

"i love you i love you" he says to me, kissing me passionately and tackling me so i am flat on my back on the bed. I reach for his head and pull it down, giving him another amazing kiss, replying with words of love and kindness

we hug each other tightly, cry silently, and kiss each others tears away

we fall alseep like that. with dan lying on top of me, the most beautiful boy in the world, i know i am going to have a great life with him. I run my hands sleepily across his back, hearing a small hum of appreciation from his lovely mouth. 

we exchange "i love you's" to each other in hushed voices, finally drifting off into sleep, dreaming of what is to come next in our amazing, blessed lives