Without you here
everything is so much better
the things that you'd say all the heart break
glad you're gone.
Fixing my heart should be fun especially since my heart mind and soul
no longer care
you've opened my eyes to see
what I deserve and you definitely didn't give it to me
But
Within the 8 months
emptiness was everywhere
just sitting in the counter of the room nothing but darkness
you did this
heart cold
no love on the inside
hatred...
today Feb 20,2017
New me
the person I am
wasn't one you've ever known
or will ever get to meet
she's completely moved on
and free of all of your control.
There is some pain that will never go away
like the unborn baby...
and the families
but i'll get through it
you've done this to me way to many times
and its time
to say goodbye for good.
All those soon to be bride moments are gone
Now for those I'm actually succeeding without you
one are coming through the door
and you are completely erased....
I'm Happy And Content In Being Alone I Don't Need A Man To Be Happy
Not Ever Queen Needs A King...
And well you were merely just another boy who couldn't handle what real was
but you'll soon realize.
what your never getting back...
XOXOXO
written with a recovering heart.
Alyssa Rae
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Just Poetry
RandomPoems to inspire, To love, and to understand exactly the way life should be. The feels of what are real and what are fake. Inside one's mind to get out are the things she'll eventually scream out.
