How Did It End Up Like This?

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December 31st, 2013

How did I end up like this? It was only 2 months ago that everything was fine, I was living my dream and in love. 

I still am in love.

Thats why im stuck here, thats why im sitting in this hotel room in Vegas on New Years Eve, alone, drinking away my sorrows. Soon swollowing away my life.

'Im sorry, Im sorry for everything. 

I'm sorry for leaving the party before it reached 12o clock

Im sorry for not paying for the room

Im sorry for the person who will have to find me here. 

Im just sorry. 

For everyone that's been there and helped throughout all the tough times these past 2 years, I love you. I love you so much. 

And, to the one who kept me from falling into the worng path, thank you, im so sorry. For the pain I caused. I really am sorry, and I will always love you, always. 

Forever yours, Lottie xox' 

I guess I should explain how I got here? Right, it all started two years ago. 

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