I was falling... Out of his eyes... Out of the eyes she loved the most... Out of your eyes... I was falling for something...Or was is someone?
Nobody knows why she fell... Not even her... Nobody knows that she fell to the deep... Until it was too late...
Now, he was falling... He was falling for his savior... He was falling for the one that dared to fall first... He fell but didn't tell a single soul...
Falling is dangerous...Yet, people still seem to carelessly let themselves fall where no one can find them...They fall out of the humiliation and the terror from the people of which they spend time with... They fall into the dark and the loneliness by themselves with no one else to blame for their grave mistakes...
Some fall because they need company...While others merely think it's a game... Some fall because they dare to find a happy ending... Others fall because of the people surrounding their every feeling...In the end, innocent people fall, which lead to their innocent but guilty deaths...
Fall into a vast amount of nothingness... ''Let yourself fall'', they say... Fall...
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Still, you find that the seasons will change... They change every few dark months...
With one fall, comes another death... And with one death, comes another soul... With one soul, comes another light...
For the light side is not as dark...You fall...You fall into winter... You fall into what you didn't know...The unknown...You fall into your death...
Dead souls dissect into heaven and hell... Heaven is light, while hell is dark...
Dead souls get to choose the path they take... The path they take will slowly fall into place... The path they take will fall...
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Soon, you find you fall into the spring in your step...
The light has found a way to intrude to your lonely livelihood... You have found light... Or has the light found you?
Suffering in pain has no effect on your body any longer...
Two people have fallen...
Gently caressing your cheek... Wiping away your fair share of tears... You think you fell into the suns vast amount of energy... Yet, you still find that the energy you hold within your happiness is worth a trillion times more...The energy you hold in your heart...The energy he holds in his heart... Is the energy you share...
Cherry blossoms grow inside of you like a spreading, lovesick, revolting disease... You thought it was genuine while the creature inside was feeding on your pleasure...
The sappiness is almost nauseating as you realize that this isn't what you signed up for...
Did you fall for reasons or to fill the spacious hole?
You never wanted to fall to begin with...
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Once again, the seasons change...
Swirling around your world... Interfering with your perception of reality...
These cascading thoughts follow you like a waterfall mimicking a stream...
The desert heat suffocates your soul...But how can something feel so good?
''To love, or not to love?'', you ponder through your nights...Physically, mentally, spiritually, you are attached... Like the cobwebs the spiders of your heart weaved, have taped your souls in sync...
The warmth of being loved, or the agony of knowing someone has triumph over your every emotion...
Don't get attached to people... Those people will do many things on their own... Many accomplishments will pass by, many feats will fall to thier side... All for what?
This precious moment is gone... The one we thought would last a lifetime...
''Don't give in!''
''I love you...''
It's almost like poison... Disguised in something beautiful... Unexpected to the touch... Intoxicating when you least expect it... Slowly eating away at your deep feelings... Decomposing whatever beauty you think you have left...
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The full year circle has had its turn around time once now...
Your life is nothing but desolation in this vacuum of nothingness...
Nothing changes...
One day goes down... Which just leaves a space for the next to take place...
I fell again...
I fell into the bottomless pit called life...
And I may never return...
Hey Wattpad!! I'm sorry I haven't been here in a while... I guess my life is just pretty busy at the moment, but don't worry!! I'm still me and...no... I haven't been kidnapped.... You'll definitely be seeing more of me though!! What do you guys think of the new book? Feedback is always appreciated... Byeeeeeee for now loves!!!!!!!!
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RandomI was falling... Into a sense of reality. Into the present. Into what felt like an eternal hell. Life gets harder and harder by the minute. No one is going to help you. Only you can conquer the thoughts and dreams your soul is being held captive by...
