i was trapped in a spiral of my thoughts
It just happened
How?
Why?
Did i even know?
Of course...
i always knew
i always knew it was always inside of me
but i looked over that fact
i actually thought that if i ignored it, it would go away.
but it got bigger and stronger
and it was eating away at me
using my energy
and my mind
i thought it was all a trick once
but its not
so i ended up here....
and its like I'm paralyzed in this spot, i cant run away from it
but maybe it's because i don't want to run away from it
because there's a single thread bounding me to the surface of this
the thread is called hope
if i cut it. everything will shatter including me
and i refuse to let that thought become a reality
so i let myself be in this ongoing war
i have fallen
and i may never come out
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RandomI was falling... Into a sense of reality. Into the present. Into what felt like an eternal hell. Life gets harder and harder by the minute. No one is going to help you. Only you can conquer the thoughts and dreams your soul is being held captive by...