you are beautiful

"Hey mom what are you doing today?" I ask, "nothing really, you know I cant tell you the clan will get mad." The clan was a group of rebels, I didn't really know much about them. My mother and my father don't dare to tell me about there plain, and I didn't care to ask. I knew if I asked mom would get mad and tell me to mind my own beeswax, I didn't like it when my mom got mad she would raise her voice and sometimes scream if she was really mad. So I did as she told me to and minded my own beeswax. I was sitting on the couch dangling my feet back and forth because my feet couldn't touch the ground. When my only brother came in and said "we need to go now!" He went to work with mom and dad, i didn't because I had to stay and do things around the house, I was also to young.

He picked me up before i could object. "where are we going!" He doesn't answer, and I can see him softly cry trying to hold back the sobs. I was scared shaken and confused. He said something as we ran, but he wasn't saying it to me... he was talking to god. "why" he asked softly "why me."He kept running for what seemed like and hour. then he plopped down behind a building I've never seen before. "sis," he said "promise me something." "o-OK" I said. "Don't be like mom and dad" I sat, and wondered what he meant by that, then I thought where are mom and dad, I got scared, where are they ooh no mom dad god no. I asked where they where and he said " in a better place now."

I stood stunned as if my stomach just got twisted into knots. I screamed "NOOO!". My brother covered my mouth. " I know " he said "but you must stay quite, for the monsters will find us." Mom and dad told me about monsters that wanted to kill us so every one could be perfect, mom told me that we were perfect with out having to get a dumb shot in our are arm every year. Then I got mad they killed her I thought, I was so mad my face turned red, but before I could start trowing things and punching walls, my brother began to cry. I cried with him and there we were crying behind a building. We cried until we ran out of tears.

 Now we needed a place to stay, we would have had so many places to stay if it weren't for that shot and mom would be...here...With me, and I wouldn't be so...depressed. "where are we going to stay?" I asked. "at moms work place." "But mom said never to go th-" "moms gone now." He said that with so much hate, it scared me. It was silent the whole way there. When we got there it was an old beat up building, in the middle of no where.

It was night time, and the cold breeze from my window kept me awake. Mom and dad are gone forever...I kept thinking about life and death... What if I jumped out that window right now...then I could be with mom and dad. I walked up to the window and put my hands out. I jumped screaming "NOOOOOOO, NOOOOO." Then I woke up.

 I woke up sweating, and breathing heavy. I had that same dream of my mother and father dyeing for three years. Brother, or Ryan, walked in and said "same dream?" "Yeah..."  I said. "Well try not to have that dream when you scream, no, you wake every one up." "Sorry." I can't help that I have that dream."

I know it ended at a weird spot but when the next chapter comes out you will understand ~Cheyy.