Just A Story [2017]

Just A Story [Harry Styles]

Harry's P.O.V-

Everyone has a love story. But not like mine. I have always wanted a perfect love story. I wanted a person who will always be by my side. A person who can make me feel special.

Well, let's face the truth. I don't believe in love now. I don't even know if I'll be able to fall in love again.

I think that no matter how much fame you occupy. You might be the greatest king of all time. But when it comes to love, you aren't less than a mere beggar, spreading hands for one chance.

This is the story of my life as it started with a blow and ended with it.

Along the midst of a huge crowd of fans, I saw her. A sudden glimpse of her changed my whole world. It was my first acquaintance, not actually, which turned out to be a love story far better than that written in those melodramatic books.

Yes! She was Kendall Jenner, my life to whom I wrote my first love letter or something more than that. Those words which I wrote years ago left a deep imprint in my mind. As though now I could recall them. It goes like this: 

Hey, Kendall,

I also don't actually know why I am writing this letter. Maybe I am in love with you. You have that one thing that I need. Every day, I woke up; I tried to find reasons to live. Every night, I slept; I tried to find reasons not to die. Every moment, I tried to find reasons to hope, dream and love. But I have never found them. Until I met you.

I saw chaos, confusion and fear all around me. But not within me after I met you. I have never been happy with someone. I wanted different people in different places with different feelings. I wanted to explore everything, get to know everyone. But then I explored you. I found you are not just one, you are infinity. A universe of inspiration, aspirations, hope and love to me. I want to know if this is love. If it is...do you feel the same way about me? You have my phone number. Text or call me....
HARRY

That was my first letter to her. This letter would be a turning point in my life, I never wondered. But it happened.

"Everyone is a lover. Everyone has a love story. Some are written in  books. Some are confined to hearts."

She truly understood what it meant but not my fans. They tried to steal my girl, i.e., she got a lot of hate, but she loved me, and I loved her. ''This time nothing can come between you and I'', I used to say. But time decides our fate, our journey. And when time changes, everything changes. Sometimes for the better but sometimes for the worst.

Eventually, that happened which I never dreamt of... She died, leaving me alone. She broke her promise. She promised me that she would never leave me, but she left...

She was my universe out there or the universe in me that I sought. She did not start, nor did she ever end. She was constant yet ever changing. She was nowhere, yet always with me, confined.

Thus, it proved my statement wrong because, ironically, the story of my life became just a story....

Kendall's P.O.V.-

I am sitting on the couch of my and Harry's shared apartment. I know you are confused. Harry told you I died. Yeah, I died, my soul left my body, but it never left Harry. I don't want to leave him. He can't see me, but I can. I wish he could see me. I can't watch him like this. He is miserable without me. He drinks, smoke and everything which could affect his health. I know he is broken. There's no way for me to communicate other than writing something...That's why I've decided to write a letter. I don't know what I am going to write, but that's the only way by which I can comfort him. He'll know I am here for him.
I got up and picked up a pen and a blank sheet and started writing the letter:

Hi Harry,

I know you are wondering if this letter is from a fan..but it's not..believe it or not its me...Kendall....yeah, The Kendall you loved.
Harry please control yourself....you can't live like this...we can't change anything but we can learn to live with it. I want you to accept the truth that i am dead..i am not with you anymore...these words hurt me but they are true and you have to accept them no matter what.

I am keeping my promise. I never left you. I was there with you for always- In every interview, in studio, on stage....everywhere. Believe me i can see you.....my soul is always watching you...and it hurts when i watch you cry for me....i can't control myself...
i want to do something for you but i can't. Whenever you hurt yourself, it breaks my heart. I wish there was a way to comfort you...a way by which you could see me like i can see you. I wish i was able to hold you...to tell you I am there for you when you cry holding my photograph to your chest. It makes me feel bad to know that i can't do anything for you...
Please, don't hurt yourself...

Kendall 

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