3 years ago is when it all started when i first started feel like no one well not exactly that feeling has always been there i just didnt feel it properly until 3 years ago. First i should introduce myself well my name is Faith, im 16 and i before 3 years ago people would say i was a happy child i was outgoing and i was loving but that all changed after things happened to when i was only 14 i remember the date of when it all happened it was 24 April 2014, i bet you all are wondering what happened thats changed me well 1. i thought i found the guy i would spent the rest of my life with and that i would be happy with him 2. i lost so many friends back than because of the guy i was dating but also he was abusive and it was an online relationship but the quote "Stick and stones may break my bone but words will never hurt me" thats a lie because words hurt more than sticks and stones. Words can slowly break someone and they slowly broke me one by one i was slowly dying slowly wanting to end the life i once wanted to keep. in 2014 it was also the year i started hurting myself. it was also the year i nearly ended it all.