I grab his wrist and he stops in his tracks. 'Please don't leave me alone' I say as tears start to form in my eyes. His glance moves from his wrist to my face and he slowly pulls his wrist away from my grip.
I stare at him, 'Please, I need you.' I beg him while a lonely tear finds it way out of my eye onto my cheek. 'Sorry.' He says as he turns around and walks away.
I look at him walking away, I can't do anything anymore. He made his choice, did what he thought was right. But for me it didn't feel right at all.
I drop on the ground and hide my head in my hands as the tears keep on rolling out of my eyes. How did I become so lonely, what did I do to deserve this?
I fiercely wipe away my tears as I stand up turning my hands into fists. I won't feel anything anymore, I won't give up just yet.
Away from the flattened gras where we were playing just a few minutes ago. 'He wasn't real.' I say to myself as I begin to walk away to the place I call my 'home'.
I clench as I feel something grab my shoulder, I turn around and see a familiar face. 'I was wrong,' he says 'I was so wrong for thinking we, no, you would be better of without me.' He lets a hand weave trough his hair. 'But the thing is, I came to the realisation,' he sighs and looks down at his fiddling hands 'I really can't live without you.'
He looks up and looks into my eyes. 'As more than friends' I slap his hand that is trailing to my cheek. 'Do you know how much you hurt me?!' I scream at him. 'Do you know how hard I wanted to be your friend and how easy you let me down?!' I start crying again.
'Don't you know I love every single thing you do and you just want to leave me behind?! How could I be so stupid to think that you and I might be succesfull, forever be happy together?! You don't know how many times I cried myself to sleep and when you came by it all stopped and I only became happier! You don't know anything, you just care about your stupid self and your stupid basketball! Why did you even come back?! You definitely said you wanted to leave me, you made your decision! You just don't get it do you? You don't get that I- I-' I swallow as tears are streaming down my face again. 'I love you...' I whisper.
He stretches his arms and I almost throw myself in them, embracing him. 'I love you to.' He whispers and gives me a kiss on the top of my head.
We stand there as if nothing in the world exsist.
OMG, this was so bad. I HATE IT. We should all agree to kill it with fire. I love you!
