Diary of a Loner

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Friday
August 18th, 2015

You gotta love Ms Tera, man.. and we all had a blast listening to Panic! At the Disco with her! How cool was it that I'd hear even more of them this weekend?! Not to mention seeing them live. The thought of it sounded so fun and exciting, I couldn't wait for the end of the school day!

I know it seems like I'm a bit TOO happy... a lot of you may be thinking
"Omg Rose calm down it's just a concert!"

CUT ME SOME SLACK OKAY?!

I literally NEVER leave my house or go out. I live on my bed and my computer is my oxygen.

I'm the type of person that's really shy and quiet with most people, so it's really a miracle if I go out with friends!

That sounds really sad now that I think about it.... wow I'm really pathetic...

Basically, I'm just a total introvert.. I can not even explain to you the amount of times I've gotten the
'Get off your computer and go make something out of your life' lecture.

Anyways, look at me getting off topic. I tend to do that a lot. Like I just start rambling about random things... like this one time I was at home with Jake an-

I DID IT AGAIN OMG KILL ME

ANYWAYS,

Let's get back to what actually happened today, shall we?

After homeroom, I had to go to History class; AKA, the class I had with Eric.

I walked into class and saw Charlotte at the back, of course, putting on makeup. Her group of admirers watched her and fawned over how "GORGEOUS SHE LOOKED IN THAT LIPSTICK!"

Barf.

Anyways, Eric was up in front of the room, so I decided to sit down next to him. His face lit up a bit when he saw me take my seat.

"Hey Rose!" He greeted me happily. He smiled wide, showing his dimples. "I'm so glad you got here before the teacher did... I have to talk to you."

My heart started beating alarmingly fast. Eric had to talk to me?! About what? Why me? My mind started racing.

Instead, I just replied as calmly as possible, saying,
"What do you need to talk to me about, Eric?"

He rubbed his hands on the back off his neck, and blushed just the slightest.

"Well, I was, uh, wondering if you've heard about the fair in town?" He paused looked a bit nervous actually.

"Well you see, I wanted to see, if you um," he laughed at bit, probably at himself for stuttering.

"Wanted to go with me?"

OH

MY

GOD

I STARTED FREAKING OUT!! DID HE REALLY JUST ASK ME OUT? OMG WAIT IS IT EVEN A DATE? NO NO NO IT CANT BE HE JUST WANTS TO GO AS FRIENDS... RIGHT?!