fuck you. fuck you and your shitty attitude. fuck you and your offensive jokes. fuck your stupid games. fuck you and your shitty lies. fuck you and all of the times i expected an "i love you too" but got an "i know"as a response instead. im so fucking tired of your bullshit and ive tried to end it so many times. but i just cant. my main plan wasnt falling in love with you at all, but shit you guessed it im fucking writing it all on here for the whole world to see because i cant sleep with thoughts just flooding my brain. its 2:30 in the morning and im crying myself to sleep only to wake up with my heart aching because of you. i tried to talk to you but you dont even care. you dont fucking care. and it hurts because i used to think you loved me more than i loved you, but here i am, realizing i am the one who ended up loving you when you dont even care about me at all. i hate you but i just cant end this because you know too fucking much about me and this will just end up getting worse. im trapped in your game of lies and i just want to get out of it but i fucking cant. fuck you for making me fall in love with you.
fuck you.