After soul searching...
I made the desicion of not talking to that someone...
To eradicate all the feelings..
However,I still find myself longing for the late night conversations,inside jokes,and all the things we do.
I laughed at myself for being so naive,pathetic,and hopeless...
Hopeless..Romantic.
Hahahaha,I know.
In front of my friends,I tend to be icy and harsh.
And yet,I never knew someone could break some ice on my frozen heart.
Going back,I stopped talking to that person.
And still I felt guilt.It was washing over me.
Telling me that I was going to just throw away a year of friendship.
Or are we really even friends?
I wanted to do one thing,and that thing only.
To make that person fall..
HARD.
But guess what!
I made my own trap and I fell in it.
I know,How ironic.
But along the way..I realized something...
It was better to be friends rather than being hated on or basically,be a stranger to each other.
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Muni-Muni
Random(V.)To think deeply;To ponder. This contains all the things that describes the thoughts I have...actually had... Along with that,came the flow of feelings,Feelings that I tried to avoid. ----- Cover art not mine.