Sucker For Attention [LARRY STYLINSON]

Part 9

[Louis' P.O.V]

So we kiss in the middle of Disneyland, in front of thousands of people, thats how it ends. Fucking awesome.

I should have read '99 days without you' instead with just one difference... only I die and Harry leaves.

Honestly, the 'confessions' turned out much more happier than I expected it to be, also the 'Harry' in the story was much more understanding, he never gave up on Louis and he never stopped loving him, he was there with him through everything, think and thin. 

Oh my god... what am I doing? 

I can't just sit here and throw shady comments at my baby, he did nothing wrong to begin with, his only fault was to think he can trust me with fixing everything when I was the one who needed fixing.

I look down at the half empty bottle of vodka, I know I shouldn't drink but who gives a shit anymore.

I bet if I died everyone will miss me but it won't stop anyone from moving on with their lives. My mum died and instead of grieving, I was there up and front doing shows and promoting my new single, I didn't stop for her...she didn't let me stop for her!

Its in the past anyway (so is all my happiness but we don't talk about that), I should feel bad for skipping my dinner again but even the fanciest Whiskey Glazed Flat Iron Steaks and Grilled Potatoes with a glass of red wine seems to make me lose my appetite.

It kinda feels good to fade away.

I don't know when I slipped into a sweet slumber but at least I finished the bottle first.

...

[The next morning]

Buzz Buzz...

Waking up to your phone buzzing like crazy against your nipples isn't exactly as pleasant as it sounds, it's actually quite fucking annoying plus... probably shouldn't have slept on it in the first place.

I squint my eyes to check the caller ID

'Banana calling...'

of course!

"YOU HAD TO CHOOSE THE WEE HOURS IN THE MORNING TO CALL ME!I AM HUNGOVER YOU STUPID, IDIOT, DUMB, RETARDED--" I hit the accept button answering cheerfully "hello Bree!".

"I know you called me at least three names before answering" her smirk was clear even through the phone. 

"Four actually, sorry but why are you calling me this early? Is Freddie okay?!" I tried my hardest to hide the obvious panic in my voice( what?! he is my son after all)

"Aww! baby daddy is worried!" she gushed in a cringe worthy baby voice.

"Get to the point you worm"  I yawned.

"Yeah, well Freddie is dandy except for the fact that now he just cries to annoy me, I took him to the doctor's and he say the baby is in its perfect mint condition, he is always well fed and cleaned yet he is always howling like a hyena" Briana exclaimed. Also my ears might be bleeding, can anyone check?

"Love can you please stop describing him like a merchandise, what does 'the baby is in its perfect mint condition' even supposed to mean " I forced out a chuckle.

"whatever, that's not the point Louis, I am going to Australia for a month for a styling programme and I can't take the baby with me, will you please keep him?" she pleaded.

"Bria! just find baby sitter or something like that!" 

"no Louis, we couldn't find someone trustworthy enough, my trip was a sudden announcement, keep him with you for a few days, at least until they find someone" 

"I can't take care of that baby!" 

"Don't even go there Louis Tomlinson , you have to start accepting the fact that he is your son at some point or the other anyway, stop fucking running away from it" she was angry now.

"You don't understand" I sighed.

"And I don't want to either, I am dropping him off the day after tomorrow so do me a favour and clean up your mess of a house" I am defeated.

"okay Banana"

"bye Lou, love and kisses" she said cheerfully.

"yeah yeah whatever" I end the phone call.

God just kill me already.

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