The Fear Of Falling (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 10. Happy endings can go wrong

-Harry's POV-

          I slowly drank my coffee that Louis bought me. I looked at my feet as we walked. Louis kept calling me a while girl because I wanted Starbucks. It's not my fault that they were all over the damn place. And so, naturally I just wanted one. Doesn't make me a fucking white girl. But people keep giving me weird looks. I don't know if it's because I have an accent or because i'm as pale as a fucking ghost. Note to self, never go to California without a tan, people may think your a ghost. I finished my coffee and found a trash can to throw it away in. "This is the last flat today Haz" Louis sighed. "I know. You told me that already" I pouted. "Well, you have to like at least one flat babe" Louis shrugged. "I will" I smiled. Louis and I walked into the last flat that some guy wanted to show us today. Every flat we seen so far is too much money or really small. "Wow" Louis said quietly. I looked around the place. On the right was a huge living room and on the left was a huge kitchen. In front of me were stairs, which means there's a upstairs. Then on the side of the stairs are two small rooms. "Can we go upstairs" Louis asked the guy who has been showing us the houses. He nodded. Louis grabbed my hand and took me up the stairs.

         There was a lot of rooms upstairs. Like 4, they were all in a circle. Two has bathrooms in them, two other ones didn't. Then there was a bathroom in between the two rooms with no bathrooms. I walked into one of the rooms and it was big. I walked over to the window that was facing the backyard and there was an indoor pool. "Louis, come here." He came walking over to me and looked out the window, "Haz, don't you think this place is a little too big for us?" "No! One of the small rooms can be for your YouTube stuff. There can be a guest bedroom. And-" Louis cut me off. "Harry, this place is a lot of money." "Oh" I mumbled and looked down. "I mean; I guess we could pay for it if we got jobs." I quickly looked up, "Really?" Louis smiled and nodded. I smiled wide and pecked Louis' lips, "You sure?" "Yes Harry" Louis laughed. Louis left me in the room while he went downstairs to talk to the guy. Wow.

          Louis and I are actually going to be living in California together. He's going to be a youtuber and i'm going to be going to college. I was actually pretty excited when Louis told me he got us plane tickets for California even though we can only stay for the weekend because we have school on Monday. He promised me we would find a flat and look around L.A. So i'm pretty happy to be here. Louis came back in the room, "We will be able to live here in a month or less! Most likely in a couple of weeks, like 3, just around there." I smiled wide and hugged Louis tightly, "I love you." "I love you too babe. Now, let's go look around California, yeah?" I nodded and let go of Louis. I love him, so fucking much.

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          I grabbed a bunch of boxes before walking into my room. Louis told me I should start packing because were leaving soon. School is ending in 3 days, so I finally get away from this hell hole. I got into the college I wanted to go to in California, so i'm ready to go. My mum is sad about me leaving, which I saw coming. But I honestly don't care. I'll call her a couple of times a week. 5 at least. While I was at school she packed all my clothes for me. So i'm not quiet sure if she wants to me to stay or leave. I mean, the lady is packing for me. That could be a sign that she wants me out. I don't even know anymore. My mum is paying for my college. I told she doesn't have to but she said she had to, it was the motherly thing to do. She always gave me some money to get some stuff for the house. I think everything is working out fine honestly. I walked into my bathroom and threw all my beanies in a box. If I knew how to fold beanies I would. I threw all my snapbacks and bandanas all in the same box. And all of my flower crowns. Can't leave those. My mum packed everything else of mine besides the stuff on my desk. I grabbed a box and started to neatly put my books and journals into the box.

          Then there was a knock at the door. "Come in" I yelled. The door slowly opened, "Hey." I looked up and saw Liam. "What do you want" I sighed. "Louis told me that you were leaving soon, so I just thought I should say goodbye." "Well, bye" I shrugged. "Harry, i'm serious. I'm sorry" Liam sighed. I finished packing my desk, just leaving my laptop and my journal that I use now out. I sat on my bed, "Sit." Liam walked over to me and sat next to me. I crossed my legs and faced Liam. He slowly did the same. "I know you're sorry. It wasn't even your fault Li." "Then why did we break up?" "Because you deserve better. If I was just going to split you and your family apart-" "It doesn't matter. I want to be with you Harry!" "It does matter love. Your family is important to you. I know that. I'm going to California and you'll be here. It wouldn't work" I sighed. "We can make it work" Liam begged. "Liam, I love you. I just can't be with you okay?" "Please Harry," Liam kept begging. I shook my head. "Fine. I'm just gonna go." "Want me to walk with you" I asked.