"Jade, Jade wake up baby, wake up."
My weed flutter open. Niall was sitting on the bed by me.
"What?"
I realize I'm waking up and look to the clock, it's 6. "When did you get home.?"
"12:30. You were already asleep. I got here and my video was playing. " he got a cheeky smile and I blushed.
"Umm... So yeah you did amazing yesterday! I'm so proud of you and Harry! I'm so happy for you two.."
"Baby...... It's only a couple months... Then well be home."
"I know... But we've never been away from eachother that long..."
"I know...... But so soon.... It'll go by so fast. Well skype every night!"
I give a shy half smile.
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As Niall and Harry hop out of the car were all in tears. Harry just stands there hugging trin. Niall hugs me as well.
I don't want to look up to him so he doesn't see that my face is streaked with a mixture of tears and makeup down my face. He lifts my chin and puts his lips to mine. Tears fall harder. This kiss was different. It wasn't lustful... It was pure pain..... I wasn't ready to let go.. As soon as he pulled away I pulled him back. Soon I pushed his lips away and hid in his shoulders.
"Love.....?" His voice is cracky and almost gone.
I manage to sniffle out a strange sound resembling an answer.
"I love you so much.. This is gonna work. And when I win. WHEN we win. You'll be there. I'll make sure of it. I love you so much babe."
I look up at him. His eyes glistening with tears. I kiss him once more softly. Carefully he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a folded paper. His hands wrap around my waist and he slips the paper in my back pocket. " don't read it yet.." He whispers.
I nod.
Trin steps by eyes crying and Harry by her.
I hug Niall.. "I love you Niall...."
"I love you too jade...."
I see Harry. He started crying and pulls me into his arms.
"Oh god.... I can't believe this. I just.. If it weren't for you I would have never been here jade... You the best 'sister' any guy could ask for. I love you!"
"I love you too harry... And I feel the same. I would have never met Niall... I would probably still be dealing with that other asshole. So thank you."
"I'm gonna miss you! Well video chat everyday. That goes for the both of you!"
I go to Niall one last time. He hugs me. And I just cry.
Carefully they pull their bags out of the trunk and step up to the huge door to the airport.
Niall blows a kiss and smiles to me. Mouthing the words I love you. I do the same and slip into the drivers seat. Trin was already in the car. Noting was said. We sat there both crying. I can't handle the silents. I turn on the radio and say something comes on. Of fucking course.
