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"Damn alarmclock" i said as i jumped out of bed to get ready for my first day of school i was in the middle of putting my outfit on when i noticed somthing in the corner of my room it was.... I took a step closer to it "ahhh!" i screamed as he covered my mouth with his hand and all i heard in the background was my phone playing my favorite song.
"When i let go don't scream ok" he spoke in a low husky voice that i found hot and when i heard the song playing i knew it wasn't one that was in my playlist. "Who are you" is all i said and he just turned away from me with his hood up and he spoke the words i never wanted to here in my life again "i'm baaack" i was scared ian was back i don't like this one bit "hey isn't this our song kerrigan"he said as his lips slowly lent towads my neck and i said somthing i never thought i would say in my whole life "mine and my ex boyfriends he was so full of himself" he let go and shouted at me "IM NOT FULL OF MYSELF" and slapped me when were dating everytime he got really drunk he would hit me and that was almost everyday. I was always scared of him so when my family earned enough money we moved "can i get ready for school now please" i learned to control myself when im around him because he would call me weak if i cried in front of him. "You can get ready as long as you don't tell that alyssa girl im here or else she dies just like your mom and dad they must of really hated you if they left you with the Johnson's they hate you too kimmy she is forced to hang out with you no doubt your worthless no one loves you so stop trying" those words broke me before he even finished i couldn't hold it in anymore i had to get away i punched him and threw him out my window luckily my room was just a couple feet from the ground so he probably didn't hurt that much and knowing that he is here i have to leave i need to move out in the world. Alyssa sam and I can move in with my friend pixie in Columbus, Ohio i just have to work extra shifts so i can buy three tickets for us. Im so scared that he is back i have to tell Alyssa without telling her that ian is back we referred to him as HIM and that was the code word and people just looked at us funny when we would talk about HIM but it worked for us so that's all that matters but we have to leave. My 'mom' knows about HIM and so does my 'brother' but we don't speak to each other much anymore.
-timeskip- (just so you know she went to school)
During dinner i said HE was back and all i heard was my 'brother' Justin's fork drop onto his plate and he tried to excuse himself but i wanted to tell the the story of what happened
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"So i was thinking that if i moved to Columbus with Pixie and her sister Dixie and the stepbrother Connor that maybe i would be safer then i am here"i was so nervous mentioning that he was back my voice cracked and i was close to tears may i remind you i almost never cry after my real mom died i was a emotionless creature i was on my room for two months and i only came out to get food or use the bathroom. I didn't go to school. I took online classes by the time i strted going back to school i only had four friends Alyssa, Kaylee, Lindsey and Sam i lost tje rest of my friends but some friendships break why others stay alive ( refrence lol so funny...not) but i was not going to let my past mess with my future. As i got up from the table i noticed that it was monday it was my night to do the dishes as i was doing the dishes my mind went to a dark place and a bad flashback occurred it was when i went to a greenday concert -flashback- i was standing two rows away from the stage when they were peforming 21 guns and i was so happy that ian took me because he knew how much i loved them but there was alcohol there so to no surprise he was so drunk that towards the end of the song he punched me and kicked me but no one noticed by the end of the concert the security guard picked up my fraglie body and brought me home little did i know that it was my best friend from elementary school i didn't know that it was him at the time until i looked up to him to tell him what happened "Mark is that really you" i said it with so much shock i could have powerd the whole united states "the one and only princess" he smiled he knew i hated that nickname but he always used it but today when he said it i felt like i could do anything he always made me smile no matter what that's what made him my best friend he always wanted to work with musicians which i could see him doing and I've always wanted to be a musician and he said "maybe one day i can be your manager haha" and i loved for thinking of putting me first. When we got to my house he turned to me and asked me "how dod you get those bruises and scrapes" i loves him to death he was like a brother to me but i just couldn't tell him so i lied " o-oh um yeah it kinda just got a little crazy where i was standing" he knew i wasn't a good liar but he just shook his head and said "tell me if je hurts you again" i just nodded and didn't say a word i got out of the car and i went inside and took a shower and got ready for bed
-flashback over-
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Sorry for not updating sooner but the story will get better and if you have any suggestions please leave a comment. So do you think she is going to see ian in Ohio. is she going to meet tyjo and jish and are they going to help her is she going to be able to survive knowing that she may not go back home who knows.
