I don't get it, journal ... Ryoko isn't talking to me anymore... Every time I try talking to her or explain to her what happened, she just pushes me away and runs off ... her dad won't even let me in anymore. This sucks...
All that happened was one of my slight friends, Hannah, was telling me how she was depressed about her ex cheating on her and leaving her. After comforting her by listening, she leaned on me, in a sort of hug way, but I didn't hug back.. it never felt right hugging someone besides Ryoko ... Well, the worse part is, Ryoko walked in during it since I felt too bad to tell Hannah to stop and so Ryoko ran off ....
I really like Ryoko..everyone knows that here.. but now she won't talk to me and I think she even has a boyfriend now... I really really wanted to ask her out for so long, but I've always been nervous, and now I probably lost my chance forever... Why didn't I ask sooner... ugh I'm so stupid...
But wait....if she ran off and had this reaction...doesn't this mean..she likes me too...? ....Well..liked....even if she did before, it's too late now....this is what I get for talking to people other than her...I really need to stop.
What do I do now that I messed up though...ugh... leaving for now..just gonna sit at the lake and think....
-Okito
