What Do You See In Me?

Chapter 1: Fit of Giggles

"Oh c'mon Haz!"

I giggle into his chest, as he tickles my sides, he knows that is my most ticklish spot.
"C--Cut it out!"

I shriek in laughter. He only laughs as well, not even letting up on the tiny tickles.
I finally have the chance to push him away and he tumbles to the floor. He screams in his defense which doesn't really help him that much. I begin tickling his tummy and his sides and turns into a fit of giggles and I can't help but giggle too.

He always knows just how to cheer me up. How though? What did I do to deserve someone like him? I don't deserve him I know. I still have him though. He's the sweetest boyfriend in the world. I honestly couldn't ask for anyone better.

I sigh as I feel a tear roll down my cheek. I pull away from Harry and sit on my bottom with my knees to my chest. I put my hands over my eyes to conceal my crying. Yeah, that doesn't work.

"Lou, baby, wh-what's wrong?" He says, his gentle voice like sweet honey in the warmest of tea. I just want to melt right into his arms. I just don't want him to be sad too. I hate seeing him broken. It's like watching the same sad scene over and over.

"Harry you don't understand!"

I say, through my multiple tears. He flinches and I instantly regret yelling. I don't say that though I just bite my lip and sniffle through each fallen tear.

"J-Just please st-stop."

I whimper out. My voice shaky at the end. He shakes his head an presses a kiss to my tear stained cheeks.

"Harry why? I whimper, my emotions are all boo- hooing inside. I don't understand why I act like this. He doesn't deserve it.
Especially him. God, he doesn't deserve any of this.

"Lou... it's okay." He cuddles me close, and I sob into his chest. "It all okay, I'm here and I love you."

My heart glows everytime I hear him say that. He's here...and he loves me. If that doesn't make you feel worth something. Nothing will.

"Do you want to watch something... Frozen maybe?"
I only nod and put my face into his neck. If I start talking more tears will find their way down my face. "I'm gonna go put it in okay?"

I nod feeling him get up and I watch him walk over to the DVD player. I feel alone and he's only a few feet away.

"Hazzy... come back." I whimper, my eyes filling with tears again. I watch him walk over and kiss my head. "Don't go... please." I whimper. Wow what's wrong with me?

"Shh baby I'm just right here... you can see me can't you?" I nod slowly, waiting for the movie to start up. That only helps a little... I want my Hazza.