It's a homecoming night, Friday night and Lucas won't be there because he's sick. Though it's a bad thing, I am actually kind of glad because if he won't be there then maybe I would be more relaxed not constantly thinking how do I look.
I picked up my outfit and looked okay. By the time I got there, Josh was already there. Drunk.
There was some things going on with Sarah's friends with whom I got there but eventually I let myself loose a little bit.
I danced slow dance with Josh, which was surprising. Then another one with Billy, my classmate. Then again with Josh. And again. And we kissed.
But the worst part was that everybody was filming, yelling and dragging attention to us.
And now I feel awful.
Then the rumors started, that he just used me but we were caught up in the moment.
I am such a mess right now. I hate being this. I can't think straight and don't know what to do.
I wish I didn't go to that party.
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little darkness
Teen FictionMaya's going through some stuff in her life, liking two boys at the same time. She's trying to figure out how she really feels. Who will she choose? Or who will choose her?
