I stop and stare.
I'm about to faint
He found me .... But how???
I've been running away from him for the past 3 months
And he keeps on finding me.
I try running towards the door and leave but he grabs my hand.
"I finally found you" he says.
Everything's been so weird lately.
"What do u mean?" I ask in a voice that sounds so nervous.
"You keep on leaving"
"Let me go" I say as I try to get my hand of his. But I can't.... It's just too hard I can't.
"No." He says in the meanest voice possible.
"WHY WONT U LEAVE ME ALONE HAVEN'T YOU AND THE OTHERS DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE TO ME ALREADY" I scream at him.
He stares at me for a while.
"We gotta go far away" he says in a calmer voice. His hand gets tighter and I can tell that he won't let go of my hand.
"Where?" Is he lying again. I know he is. I don't trust him anymore. I don't trust him at all.
"Somewhere" he says in his rude voice again. I pull my arm back so hard his hand finnaly lets go of my hand. I run towards the exit door and it won't open. I try so many times but it's locked. I go towards the balcony as fast as I could and I look down. I don't like heights.... But what if I ........ I jumped off. It's an easy escape and a less painful death. And I'll FINNALY be free. I look down then look back at him. He's staring at me giving me this look. The look on his face is telling me not to jump. He gets closer. I go closer to the balcony edge. He takes a few steps closer to me, I take a few steps closer to death. This hotel is long and giant. One jump off and I'll never survive. That's exactly what I want right now. Not to survive. I close my eyes and put my feet on the not so steady railing. I can feel him running towards me.
"DONT" he yells at me.
I want to
It's the only thing I could do right now
The only way I could escape.
Just jump off
I'll be away from him forever
I'll never see his face again
Should I or should I not.
He comes towards me.
Right when he tries to pick me up and pull me off the railing and save my life......
I jump off.
My leg slips
I hear myself screaming
And I hear him scream too.
I'm sorry shawn. I'm sorry.
and you should be sorry too.
