Chapter 18: Leaving For America

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Chapter 18: Harry's Secret

ZAYN'S POV

"Zayn! No! When did this happen?" She yelled at me as we walked thru the front door. "Please, calm down. I didnt know about it until Paul just called me about a couple interviews Niall and I have to do. Azaylia, I'll be back for you okay? You call me whenever you want and I'll be there okay, love?" I explained to the love of my life, she just stood there infront of the doors. "Fine then. Just go. I'll have Harry with me anyways." She said thru gritted teeth, I could tell she was getting mad at me. Wait- She'll have Harry with her. She didn't even mention having her own cousin with her.

"What do you mean you'll have Harry with you?" I questioned Azaylia, but she wouldn't answer or even stop to look at me. So now she's giving me the cold shoulder huh?

The whole ride back home nobody said a word. Azaylia wouldn't even look at me or at Liam, who was driving beside me. She just sat there with her hands resting on top of her stomach, looking out the side window. She was just so beautiful, now I know what everyone means when they talk about that glow woman get when they're pregant and Azaylia, she was glowing brighter then a shooting star. I couldn't get myself to look away, worried that I'd forget this moment. I wanted to remember her beauty and glow for when I'm in America, I grabbed my phone and took a picture of this moment so I wouldn't be able to forget it.

When we finally got home I was about to hop right out when Liam began to speak. "Look, Azaylia, I'm sorry for raging out on you at the hospital. I was just... I don't know what I was thinking. I'm such an idiot and I shouldn't have done that. Will you forgive me?" Liam looked back at Azay with hope filling his eyes. Azaylia didn't even look up before she got out and waddled inside.

"Mate, dont worry. She's having a tough time right now with the pregnancy and then me going back to America tomorrow. She'll come around, I promise." I told him before shutting the door behind me.

HARRY'S POV

I was just sitting at home when Niall called me and Louis to his room. "Do you know what this is about?" I asked Louis as we walked up the stairs together. He just shrugged his shoulders at me. "I don't know but it's probably gonna be about Macy or something." Louis rolled his eyes being sassy as usual. "Hey! It's not my fault he talks about her all the time!" I said throwing my arms up in defense, trying to look funny. "We'll I'm getting tired of him telling us about every single time they do it." Louis responded making me laugh as he fake threw up. "Guys! Hurry up! There's not alot of time!" Niall yelled from his room. We both gave eachother weird looks wondering what he meant by 'there's not alot of time.'

"What is it this time Niall?" Louis groaned as he opened the door. I chuckled at Lou before noticing the seriousness in Niall's facial expression. "Zayn and I have to go back to america tomorrow to do a couple interviews. Please watch Macy while I'm gone okay?" Niall said rubbing her back soothingly. Why was she crying? I mean he's not gonna be gone forever!

"Sure, but Azaylia will be here too so you don't need to worry." I said shrugging my shoulders. "Yes I do." Niall stood up and walked over to us. "Guys. She just lost the baby."

"WHAT?!" Louis and I said in unison. "SSHHHHHH!" Niall whisper yelled as he pushed us into the hall, closing the door behind him. "How did that happen? Didn't she like just find out she's pregnant a few weeks ago?" I said trying to be quiet. "Yeah. But it was just like, she got a huge pain and then she just started to bleed and I know for sure you don't bleed when you're pregnant." Niall explained getting quieter near the end. Louis and I gave eachother a look and hugged Niall telling him everything would be okay. "Maybe it just wasn't the right time for you two."

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~the next morning~

ZAYN'S POV

I woke up in bed, feeling lonely. "Azay?" I asked. No response. I looked beside me and she wasn't there. Last night was pretty rough with her. It took her awhile before she finally decided she's go to bed with me. But she wouldn't look at me for the rest of the night, she wouldn't even let me touch her or hold her like usual. What was going on? I didn't think she'd be that mad at me! I have no choice but to go and I can't take her with me because I can't risk her going into labor on the plane. Hopefully when I get back from America she'll be better. I just can't loose her again.

HARRY'S POV

*the night before Zayn and Niall leave for America*

Ever since that day in the hospital with Azay, I just can't get my mind off her. Even though she's with Zayn, I can still imagine can't I?

I kept think about what would be different if she was with me and not Zayn, maybe she wouldn't have ran away, or even pregnant. I thought back to that night we went to that pool party, the night Azay got pregnant. I remember a few things from while I was drunk but only a few.

I remembered a girl in an orange bathing suit. Then I remember seeing a bathing suit on the floor of a bedroom, but it wasn't the same orange swim suit, it was in two peices, like- OH. MY. GOD!

"H-Harry?" Azaylia whispered from my bedroom door, startling me a bit. "Azaylia? Are you alright?" I questioned, being able to hear the cracks in her voice from crying. "I... Can I stay with you tonight? I can't handle Zayn right now." She began to cry again as she finished, I jumped out of bed and ran to her side. "Yes! Anytime love, anything for you. Please don't cry." I said wiping the tears off her face. "I'm sorry. He knows how much I love him but he won't even be here when I have the twins. Who does that?" And there she goes with the love thing. Told you she didn't like me back, but maybe now that I remember that night. If I tell her she just might, just might like me back? But that's a long shot.

"But just forget about him. I'm here with you now, okay?" She said moving her hand onto mine, I swear I felt shivers run down my spine as our hands connected. I looked down at our hands and back up at her. She looked so innocent yet scared and I didn't want her to feel scared. I pulled her into a hug and she gladly hugged back. "I'm sorry Harry. I just don't want to do this alone, I'm scared of what might happen if something goes wrong." She held me righter and began to cry. I held her close and stroked her hair, shushing her as well. "Everything's gonna be alright. I'll be here for you. It's gonna be okay. I won't let anything happen to you." I pulled her onto the bed beside me so she could lay down. She followed along and never let me go. "I'm glad I have you here with me. Thanks, you're a great friend."

And that's when my heart jumped and ran away from me. 'You're a great friend.' Those words ran through my head all night.

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NIALL'S POV

The next morning Macy was wrapped around my body like always. She held me closer then usual. I didn't want to ruin the moment but I had to get up and get going or I'd miss my flight. I tried my best to not wake her up but failed in the process. "Are you leaving today?" She asked, looking at me with her puppy dog eyes. I signed, I didn't want to leave her after what happened. I wish she could come with me. "Yeah, in an hour. The flight's at 8:00 am." I whispered slightly, still adjusting to the morning. I gave her a quick kiss and got out of bed. I pulled on a pair of sweats, a wife beater and added my SnapBack. I looked over at her with a smile as I grabbed my bag and left the room. I walked over to Zayn's room just as he walked out. "Did you see Azay anywhere? She wasn't in bed when I woke up." He asked with full conserne in his tone. I thought about, I hadn't seen her since she left for the hospital last night and that's it. Where would she have gone this time? "I haven't, sorry. Maybe check with the other boys." I suggested pointing over to where Louis and Harry's rooms was. He nodded and dropped his bags at the top of the stairs.

Opening up Harry's room non-challant, Zayn whispers "Azaylia?" Looking around in the dark room. "Nope, not there, only Harry." Zayn said closing the door behind him. "Maybe just leave a note for her, I'm sure Louis or Liam could give it to her."

AZAYLIA'S POV

"Azaylia?" I woke up to Zayn calling my name, but I didn't want to see him, I just would be able to handle seeing him leave.

"Nope, not there, only Harry." He replied to someone, closing the door. I turned over to see Harry and I were spooning... All night. It was amazing! I mean I like when Zayn and I do it but it's just not the same now that I'm pregnant. He can never get his arms around me, but Harry. It's perfect!

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