After having her heart broken many times Lucy decides that she never wants to fall in love again.
When she gets the opportunity to fall in love, she immediately pushes it away.
That was until she met the cool and usually collected Gray Fullbuster...
Lucy had walked to school alone. She cried the night before and hated it. She shouldn't be crying because he didn't love her. She should be happy, now she can move on with Keiji, but why did it hurt so bad? Why did she kiss him? Why did she want for him to be her's? She began to tear up. She felt wrong for what she felt. The guilt was tearing her apart. She cared for Keiji but loved Gray. Gray loved Juvia and cared for Lucy. Why couldn't she get that through her thick skull? She wiped her tears.
"Maybe I should just give up."
"Lu-chan are you okay?" Lucy looked at her petite friend and smiled.
"Yeah, I guess I got lost in what I was studying this morning and-" She had seen Gray look at her with a smirk and mouth something.
'Miss me' She blushed and arched her brows before she smirked.
"No asshole' His eyes widened. Lucy looked back at Levy who had a smirk. She dragged Lucy to the roof and looked at her.
"You love Gray~" She sang.
"I don-" She stopped herself and looked at her feet. "I do" Lucy's tears began to fall. "I'm sorry."
"Awe Lu-chan, you have nothing to be sorry about. " Levy said as she hugged Lucy.
"Why does it hurt so bad?"
"Because he is your first true love."
"First true Love? I have been in love before and it hurt."
"Lucy, think about it. Does this hurt worse than any other relationship that you have ever been in." Lucy looked down.
"Lu-chan."
"It...does." She began to sob. "It took hurts worse than anything. " Levy hugged her.
"It's okay Lucy." Levy smiled at Lucy causing her to smile.
"Lucy Levy class will be starting soon." The girls turned to see Gray causing Levy to smirk again.
"Coming, Mr. Fullbuster. I was just talking to Ms. Fullbuster. " Lucy ran after Levy only to be grabbed by Gray. Levy stuck her tongue out at Lucy before running down the stairs.
"I like to think of that, Mrs. Fullbuster."
"Gray"
Natsu and Lissana(still normal p.o.v)
Natsu and Lissana were going up the stairs to warn Gray and Lucy that the bell would ring in two minutes when they caught a glimpse of the two really close to each other.
"Are they going to kiss?" Natsu asked angered that Gray could be trying to get more than just a kiss.
"Looks like they are. Let's go before we interrupt them."
"Noooo, I want to kick ice prick's ass."
"Do that and I will take away your Tabasco sauce. " Natsu began to act like an obedient puppy.
"Good"
With Gray and Lucy
Lucy looked at Gray and moved even closer than before. Their lips were nearly brushing against each other. Gray backed away from her as the bell rang.
"Come on we will be late." Lucy looked at him sadly but didn't move.
"Lucy come on." She shook her head. The rain began to come from the sky. She didn't want to leave. Even if it got her wet. She didn't want him of no one else to see her tears again. She looked up at him and made a sad smile.
"I like it out here." She sniffled.
"The rain is like my....heart. Forever Broken." She continued her smile but continued to cry.
"Lucy"
"Ne Gray, Do you actually even love me?"
"Lucy" Lucy laughed to herself.
"You don't" She felt her heart break but gave up. She just wanted to tell him everything. "I didn't mean to push you away. I treated you like you were nothing. I couldn't help it, it was because I hated my feelings for you. I couldn't take it. I was afraid of being hurt again. I was afraid that you were going to use me like everyone else does. I didn't want you to wait for me, I didn't want you to fall for me, I didn't want to fall in love with you, but somehow I still feel the same way about you! Gray, I never meant to hurt you....I miss you." Gray looked at her. He felt bad that she had become like this.
"Lucy I...I'm sorry."
"Stop apologizing for something that wasn't your fault." She backed up as Gray came near her.
"Lucy come inside. You will catch a cold."
"Answer my question. Then I will go inside." Lucy said as she began to spin and dance in the rain.
"Lucy I care for you but-"
"You don't love me?" She stopped spinning. "I knew it." She laughed. "I was just too stupid to realize it.
"Lucy I didn't say that."
"Tell me the truth!" Lucy finally showed her true feelings. "Tell me that you don't love me! Tell me that you don't need me! Tell me you don't care about me, so I can get over you!" She sobbed. "Because it hurts Gray! It hurts to know that I will never get to feel happy being with you! That you don't love me! That you're happy with someone else!" She felt Gray hug her and began to fight to push him away.
"Lucy"
"Stop it, Gray. I don't want-"
"I love you" She stopped fighting and looked at him.
"Stop lying to me." She pushed him away just for him to grab her.
"I love you. I need you. I miss you. Lucy stops fighting. We already know I'm stronger than you." Gray grabbed both of her wrists in one of his hands and pulled her close to him. He lifted her face near his in his other hand and kissed her. Lucy eventually kissed him back.
"Heartfilia Fullbuster!"
"Shit"
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