suicide

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Tears flow down my cheeks,
I'm sitting in the bathtub.
Feeling worthless and weak,
I dig my nails in my skin then rub.

Anger filling my lungs and I began to think,
Why does it feel like no one cares?
All I want to do now is sink,
Sink into the ground it's olny fair.

All of the young ones who deserve to live had to go,
And left the world all alone.
I should be the one dead I know,
I don't know who I am or where to roam.

They knew and they're gone,
And i'm all alone.
In this world that has no love were everything is going wrong,
Nothing has the correct tone.

There is no difference in what's true and the lies,
You don't know which is which anymore.
Young people's lives passes by fast and it flies,
And all I do is slam the door.

Get away from the problems,
Just for a second at least.
I wish I could just solve them,
Kill who's causeing this kill that beast.

So I filled the tub with water,
Closed my eyes and lowered my head.
My life flashes through my eyes and I hear laughter,
I open my eyes and realise I don't have to be dead.

I was once happy what  happened?
It's all gonenone of it left.
I'm eather sad or mad all of the time is there an end?
I lowered my head again.

And ask does anyone love me?
I closed my eyes and waited till I was dead.
No more pain no more sadness no more tears no more smiles no more family,
No more anything what did I just do I left you all with dread.

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