The views of few...

The view of love

My view of love is like a game or a maze, where you don't try to hurt another, where you try to survive. 

Where you find your happiest moments of you time, where the saddest moments turns into the happiest ones. 

Where you both play and don't give up.

It's often one or two problems with this game, you can't decided when to quick or start. Where you both play and don't give up. 

The other person might be madly in love but the other person isn't, they are just there for the fun and leave you like nothing happen.

Where you both get hurt cause of you or the other person cheating, she/he cheated in the maze, ran straight forward and found you but you couldn't see the holes that he/she created until someones point it out or you discover it yourself and wonder what went wrong, why'd your lover do such things? You confront them and they can't deny or they will. You'd believe the lies or you do not. 

Once you broke up, you know he/she will act as if it never happen and then you will move on, once you have move on. It's like it never happen, it's like the love wasn't there. You still want the person, you heart keeps beating but your eyes keeping overflowing with salted water, you taste the raindrop. They taste like salt and water, you can feel you nose running cause your eyes kept overflowing so much, now your eyes are just red. Red like blood,  your heart is just bleeding, crying blood, your own blood.  You can only taste the dryness in your mouth as if you mouth itself is the Sahara desert. You taste your own blood as if you fought the biggest fight of your life and you won, you made it. You're fine without that person. 

All the things you both did was the fill the holes up and you both know it or don't. 

But when you're madly in love, you both don't give up and believe in each other of the bottom of the your heart, deeper than the sea itself. You'd sink in this warm fluff love and it's safe. It's like a warm hug. It's like hot chocolate with marshmallow. Even if you don't give up, the engineering can also stop working, it has no longer the spark it had before, what you knew it ,it's gone right infront of your eyes. No matter how much you keep trying it won't work.

You didn't use to feel this way, you feel so lonely and sad without you lover, without having someone by your side and teasing you. Calling you cute and stupid names. No one who will laugh at your dumb jokes no matter how bad they are. But now you feel so hollow and confused, as why'd this happen?Why is the spark gone? As the waves also stop sometimes, so does life and love. When the waves stop their is no love, you can't feel the sun hitting your heart and back, as if the sun left you with dark raining clouds. All you feel is so numb and lonely right now but do not worry my babes ,cause you can find happiness again. Maybe not with the person maybe you start to learn something new and fall in love with that. 

Sometimes you hold the love in place and say to yourself: ''Here's where it's belong, right here and no where else'' 

But love can be pretty as it can be dark too. Love can be beautiful as it can ugly. 

When love is in it's beauty, you can't help but to hug n kiss it so much but when it turns ugly you just want to run away, as fast as you can. You stand there and argue with love cloud and turn it to the fluff cloud it used to be or it's gonna stubborn and be that way forever. What else can you do than leave. Sometimes the cloud even force you to be still and be there but once you get your chance to leave, just leave. Don't go back even if the cloud turned back to fluff cloud cause it will turn very ugly, soon enough.

 I yell: NOOOOOOO!!

And you say: BUT I LOVE THE CLOUD YOU CAN'T DECIDED.

You have already decided to go back and be dumb again, you're like a donkey to that cloud,  you're just a toy that the cloud like to mess around with. I'm afraid that the cloud is gonna throw you away and burn you, where no air comes out no more, where you gasp for the last breathe and see the last light. All you could see your sadness and the cloud.

Love is hard, love is soft, love is needed and comes in different forms, you don't need to be a couple, it could be your family or friends. Anyone or anything, remember to find people who love you for who you are. They will come and you will be happy, won't feel lonely again <3. 

You may now and the hollow heart of yours will be filled up one day, like a bag of candy, where's the no air left, just love. 

You both may be play the game, the story won't end. You will just start a new chapter of the book.