New Chapter [hanjoo]

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Second update "today"
Just because I have no homework due tomorrow ;)

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Hansol POV:

I didn't want to look up. I was ashamed for everything I ever did. That I hurt myself, that I lied, and that I never told them the truth.

You would never know how hard it felt to keep it to yourself but you so desperately wanted someone to talk to and to be there.

Bjoo was always there. Even if I liked it or not. He was there through thick and thin but now, he wasn't.

I didn't say anything while my members stared at me. I briefly looked up and saw them with sad faces. But also some mad faces glaring a Bjoo. I hated seeing them like that.

None of this would've happened if I hadn't had such stupid feelings toward Bjoo in the first place. Especially if I hadn't told him.

I knew that he didn't like me back so why was I so torn? So sad?

I buried my face in my hands and cried my heart out in bjoos arms. He ended up explaining everything from where he was to what he felt to why I did what I did.

Knowing both sides of the story, they seemed a little less mad but still a little sad.

I hated but loved the scars on the arm. "It was battle I couldn't win but I kept fighting and that is why I have so many scars" I explained.

They said nothing to me. They only nodded their heads. Bjoo took me off his lap and I watched him stand up and walk towards the door.

"It's clear that you don't want me here. And I understand completely. I acted wrongly and I made you all feel like shit. Especially you, Hansol. You deserve way better than me. I'm an asshole" Bjoo said.

Pgoon still looked angry. Pgoon stood up and walked slowly to Bjoo. I felt like something bad was going to happen. So, I stood up and ran around the couch to bjoos side and run in front of him.

Pgoon punched me.

I tested up again and feels the side of my face. The members gasped and all ran to help me off the floor.

Finally, I stumbled up myself. I looked up at a shocked leader. "What type of leader are you? You don't just go and punch someone! HE HURT ME BUT I AM STILL WILLING TO GIVE UP MYSELF FOR HIM." I yelled. I was so frustrated.

Bjoo had hurt me really bad but I hurt myself even worse. I probably made the situation way worse than it had to be but he was back and he was guilty. He wanted to leave because he knew he hurt me.

After all this time... (a/n: always. Sorry hp) I still loved him. Maybe he didn't love me back but he accepted the fact that I did.

It would defiantly take time for the members to warm up to Bjoo but it was defiantly going to be worth it. Especially because we were a family. And family is worth it.

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Omg this chapter is so short >_<
I'm so sorry
I couldn't really think of anything.
I guess it takes me a while to think of a good chapter idea.