Destiny {taehyung ff}

•Memories

We arrived at Jin's apartment and he placed me gently on his bed. He put a blanket over my cold body and I instantly fell asleep. I just felt a gentle kiss on my head. I was so glad that Jin found me. Of course he did, he would always find me.

"Good morning princess" a sweet voice woke me. I opened my eyes and saw a lovely looking Jin beside me with breakfast.
"I thought you might be hungry"
"Thank you Jin and good morning"
"Wanna tell me what happened?"
I shook my head. No not now. I couldn't tell him that. He might be disgusted too.
He just nodded and patted my head lightly.
"Tell me when you can okay? I'm in the living if you need me. The bathroom is free and I bought you some clothes they are also there."
I nodded and he was about to go out.
"Jin!"
He turned around and smiled.
"I'll tell you but I can't right now I'm sorry. But thank you for everything." I smiled at him and he nodded and smiled back. Then he went out.

I will tell him right?

I finished the breakfast and cleaned the plates.
Jin was so nice to her from the beginning to now. They were like a little family. A little family where everyone cared for the other.
"Jin?"
"Hm?"
"Where did you sleep?"
"On the couch of course"
"And Namjoon?"
"He had to work early in the morning so I let him sleep first."
"Jin.. you could've let me sleep on the couch."
He looked down worried.
"Nozomi. I saw you yesterday. You cried the hell out of you. As if you killed someone. If I hadn't been there you might."
He stopped talking when I buried my face in his chest sobbing.
He caressed my hair and hugged me tight.
"Nozomi tell me what happened"

We sat down on the couch, he got me still in his arms and I began to talk.

"Almost 10 years ago. I lived with my mother and my father in a nice house. He had enough money to live and I was good at school. My mom was happy and my father worked hard. But with the time things had changed. My father changed. He always came home late in the night. We was drunk. Almost every night. He got really aggressive and my mom wanted to calm him down. Unsuccessfully. She got hit. A lot. They argued every night. They screamed and he continued destroying everything and hit my mom. I was in my room and hide in the closet. I didn't want to hear anything. One night. I left through my window to the playground. I was so young and already done. Physically abused. He hit me too. Sometimes.
I met Taehyung on the playground. It was in the middle of the night and he played. I was confused. So I talked to him. He told me his story and I told him mine. I met every night from then on. He made me forget Jin.
One night my mom wasn't home. I was with my dad. He was angry again and was about to destroy things I told him to stop. He did. He went to me and grappled my arm pulling me I to the cellar. He ripped off my clothes and began to do terrible things to me."
My eyes got teary and my vision blurred.

Jin hold me in his arms. He also had tears in his eyes. I felt kinda good to told him that but I was broke inside. Everything came back. Every single detail. I was weak again. I've worked so hard to forget.

I've worked so hard for nothing.