"hey uhm, tyler? can i tell you something?"
"yes, of course. you know you can tell me anything, jungkook."
you sat me in your lap and held me in your muscular arms, looking directly into my hazel eyes.
"okay so, i know you like me. i can tell by the look in your eyes when you look at me. i don't know if you've noticed or not, but i have that look in my eyes when i look at you too. im pretty sure someone has told you, but im not much of a person for liking someone. i never thought i'd ever love anyone until you came along. i never smiled before you came into my life and became my sunshine. i love you so much, tyler. your smile somehow lights up my world. i don't know if its the dimples, or the eye squint, but it makes me happy. when i look into your eyes i'm calm, and i'm not a calm person. something about your tiny hands makes me want intertwine my fingers with your's and never let go. something about your short little body makes me want to wrap my arms around it, and doing that now makes me so happy. your shiny hair makes me want to run my fingers through it. something about your pink lips makes me want to press them against mine, just to see how they feel. yes, that night i kissed you i was high. but i knew what i was doing, and i don't regret it at all. you're my everything, and even if you say no i dont care because i just need you to know how i feel. will you be my girlfriend?"
i said yes.
that same night i lost my virginity on that field. with you.
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