Feelings Only Get In The Way

Prolouge

I was scribing in my notebook that Aph got me for our 16th birthday. I wonder where she lives now. Probably somewhere with a boyfriend, and animals. Maybe with that guy she was always with on the phone at home, in our room. It was around Christmas time.

'YN Lorde'. I read what my sunbuxs coffee said. They finally got it right. I live by myself, in an apartment. I was always that weird girl in the back of the class, and that would scribble in the 2000 page notebook, and hide it by pretending to take notes.

My twin sister, I'm older by 5 minutes. I visited her over the breaks, and with my dad for school.

I took a sip as I sat down looking through my book, if only filled in half of the pages. I wonder if I try to contact Aph through telepathy. You see, I know Aph hasn't tapped on to her powers. I know what we are meant to be, at least what Hyira told. I don't want that happening to us. Especially her. I quietly touch my forehead, like I have a really bad headache, focussing on my power. I can only read people's mind that I have, or she has talked to. I can read her mind just by thinking of her when she is in the same town as me.

'Aph'

Oh, guess not. Well, I'm moving out of my little apartment, and moving to MyStreet? I guess that's the street. I have to get the rest of my boxes before I start moving I went to the mall right by it so I can grab some new clothes. I walk into Forever 21.

"Kawaii-Chan wants to get Aphmau-senpai something without her noticing, but she can't find anything," a familiar voice says.

"Kiwi?" I ask as I heard a squeal from behind me, and felt something around my waist. I look down to see two pale arms. I turn around to see a pink haired Meif'wa. I stared at the pinkette in amazement.

"KAWAII CHAN FOUND HER PRESENT!" Kawaii Chan screams in excitement.

"I'm guessing you and Aphie are still close friends and you want me to come to her house on Christmas, and dress up a a present, to surprise her?" I lied about the guessing part, I know. I mean, I can read minds for Irene's sake.

"YESSS!!!!" I sounded like when she fangirled over me a Garroth. Aph showed me all of her friends the first summer (her junior year) there. I remember all of them. The one I remember most is Garroth. I only remember him the most is because I was the closest to him.

*Flashback*

"APHIE! WHEN ARE WE LEAVING?! I MEAN, YOU WANTED ME TO LEAVE WITH YOU!" I yell upstairs to my twin sister as I herd a loud crash, signaling that she closed the bathroom door, and was coming down the stairs. Our mom was out getting groceries.

"Oh shoot!" I heard a squeak as I heard a door open, and shut. Five minutes later I heard the door. It was a guy who looked just like Brady Conners, who was the schools jock and voted most "hot". I'm not surprised when he runs his hand through his hair. Sometimes I think that most boys are more self conscience than Aphmau with her hair. I'm pretty sure he didn't notice that it was me opening the door.

"Hello Aphm- Wait. Your not Aphmau," he says snapping me back into reality with his light blue eyes finally opening up.

"Yeah, of course. I'm her twin. And SHE IS TAKING SO LONG!" I yell up the stairs, directed at Aphie.

"Well, I'm Garroth, and why haven't I seen you around before?" He asked looking up and down my body, obviously drooling and gawking.

"Well to start of my name is (YN), and I live with my dad, and the last two summers I wasn't here because I had to do summer school tutoring, since I was advanced in all of my classes, so I didn't get to see Aphie," I say.

"Oh, okay. Oh, hey Aphmau," he says looking behind me, which was where Aphie was.

"H-hey Garroth," Aphie stutters. I raise my eyebrow at her basically saying 'you like him don't you'. She looks at my as if I just told him.

"What, I didn't say anything," I laugh with my hands up as a fake surrender.

TIME SKIP

We were at the park and Aphie was getting ice cream. She can basically read my mind when it comes to ice cream.

"So, tell me about yourself, I mean, mom told me that Aphie and I used to play with you and your little brothers," I look at him as I sit down at the bench. He sat down next to me.

"Well, I want to be a superhero. Guess what would be my superhero name?" He asks with a smirk.

"What? Superman? Ironman?" I question.

"Nope, Yourman," he smiles at me. I'm not fazed by it. Brady does this to me a lot. He says that I am the only one who hasn't fallen for him.

"So, your a player. I heard players like games. How about we play a game. Does that sound fun?" I ask him. He doesn't try to counter my question. He just nods.

"For every summer that I'm here, let's sweet talk. Let's play fight. Let's talk 24/7. Let's say good morning and good night everyday. Let's take walks with each other. Let's give each other nicknames. Let's hang out with each other's friends. Let's go on dates. Let's hug and kiss. Let's play pretend. Let's basically act like a couple," I say as he cuts my off.

"How is that a game?"

"Who ever falls in love first loses," I smirk.

"What does the winner get?" He asks, intrigued.

"Winner gets loser's heart," I finish. I  hold my hand out waiting for him to shake it.

"Deal," he grabs my hand and shakes it. I smile at him and he smiles back.

"Hey, guys, watchya talking about?" Aphie asks handing me my ice cream.

"Nothing," we both say in unison.

"Okay~"

*End of Flashback*

'You see that wasn't a fair game. Because it was love at first sight. Even though I didn't know it yet'

"Okay Kiwi," I laugh trying to calm her down.

"(YN)~sama, let's catch up," Kawaii~Chan says all happy.

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So, I'm trying to figure out what me next x reader book should be

Natsu x reader

Or

Another Garroth x reader

Or

A different idea (anything)

Sayōnara Mashmellows,

Koco