The Lies We Told (Let us Be Sequel)

Live to forgive *Resumed*

As we sat down at the table He reached for my hand.I pulled it away.

"Oh sorry"he said , chuckling .I just smiled. "Who's the baby ?" He asked.

I tried to find words "My daughter Paris " I said. His eyes dropped to his feet.

"Can there be a chance that Paris is my daughter ?" He asked.I started crying bringing memories of him raping me back.

I ignored his question and was bold .

"Roc , why did you rape me ?" I asked , not daring to look him in his eyes.

He took a deep breath

"Well, I was High and Drunk ... I Uh...Trey died , son after he died I started abusing drug use and needed to take my depression and anger out ...i'm sorry lyric '' Chresanto said. Which made me feel disgusted but not with him this time. With myself because all this time , I've been avoiding someone who needed to talk to someone and tell them what was going on inside. I've been avoiding my best friend.

" I'm sorry Roc. I feel disgusted and awful within myself . There's no need for you to be sorry...why didn't you tell me this ? and is trey the one i met last year ?"I said.

"well ,i accept your apology but my actions were still wrong . And i didn't tell you because you were too mad at me to listen ..yeah that's Trey , his pictures are all over the place."He said.

I put my head in my hands.he took a deep breath.

"Well , enough of that , can we see if its my baby ?" He asked. I doubt the baby is his.She looks like Me and Diggy Mixed together.

"It can be , but sure we can ...I have no where to stay and the baby has no extra clothes,diapers or anything .." I said..i looked at me.

"I would let you stay here but i uh...my mom isn't a big fan of you because Dez told her some things about you"He said,looking at me.I nearly cried.My eyes watered . I nodded my head and left.