My diary

27-2-17

To day was the day that I tried to kiss her but she went into turtle mode again and after that she told me that she promised her mom that she wouldn't get her first kiss until she was 15 and now she texted me and..  Well she said that she wanted to tell me something but that she didn't because she didn't want to just my feelings and idk but I think that it means that she means that she wants to break up with me an oh God no I love her with all my heart and I hope that it wasn't because of the kiss or maybe because I didn't ask for a kiss an rushed in to try but IDK!!!! I do not want to break up I don't was us to end I think I messed up and I'm so pissed at myself should I of asked, was it the wrong time I just don't want our ship to sink...
                                                 ...please no..